Kian. Kian Robert Lawley. The only name that is running through my head as I try and find him in this crazy and confusing heaven. As I try, I start to wonder. Wonder whether or not he knows what I did. Wonder how he will react when he sees me. Will he kiss me and hold me and never let me go or will he slap me and start yelling at me about how stupid and how much of an idiot I was for letting go that easily. I am honestly scared and I hopeful because all I really want to do is hold that stupid muppet in my arms and never let him go and never let him slip away like he previously had. With this in the back of my mind, I know that I need to find Kian and then I will finally find my peace and happiness because for me, Kian is my missing puzzle piece and the one that connects me. I need to find him.
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