As Kian finishes, I can feel the tears trickling slowly down my face because what I have just heard honestly shocks me to my core. This beautiful, young boy wanted to commit suicide. This beautiful, young boy had been abused to the point of depression and a need to escape. And this beautiful, young boy is a closeted gay afraid to be who he is in his own skin because of his home situation and the unsafety of it all. As this slowly dawns on me and I slowly process what Kian has just told me, I slowly grab his hand and link it in mine and give it a little squeeze to show that I am not going anywhere and that from now on, I will be his constant support no matter what happens. But what happens next shocks me to my core and I know from this moment, that there is no going back.
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Faking Reality- Jian
Fanfiction"I feel as if I'm running back to where I started. You ask what's wrong with me and I say nothing. Is everything okay? Is something wrong with me? Pushing and pulling feelings. Eternal my heart is yours. I feel as if I'm running. I feel as if I'm ru...
