With all the things that is happening nag se-second thoughts ako about breaking up with Lean again. It's been a month since naging kame ulit pero ang gulo gulo ng ulo ko. Hindi ko alam ang tama sa mali. Halos hindi na din ako umaalis ng kwarto ko and nakatalakbong lang ako sa kumot ko. Nai message ko sya para mag usap kame. Alam kong mali ginagawa ko pero sana paunawain nya ito dahil hirap na hirap na talaga ako.
MK:We need to talk
LY:Oh
MK:I think we shouldn't go out anymore
LY:Wait what?!?
MK:Let's break up
LY:But why we were getting alone fine
MK:My uncle died, rumors about you being fake, criticism about me rejecting Kurt
LY:Are you seriously kidding me
MK:No I am not because no matter how much I explain that you are real I still look like someone stupid and it hurts being judged
LY:I see people's opinions are more important about me to you.... Well gee i thought this was going good
MK:It's not that their opinions are more it's just I don't want to have the pain again and be depress
LY:So you think breaking up with me is your solution...
MK:How am i going to prove to them specially you are all the way there and just because of that do you think you would fly here for that
LY:You know you make me sound like a second choice right after society
MK:Please understand the pain I went through because its' coming back. Specially with tito being gone
LY:But how come to you this is the only solution huh
MK: If I had another choice I wouldn't do this but right now I don't have one
LY:I guess I'm not important to you
MK:Please I am begging you
LY:You know I feel stupid right now because I was happy that we were back
MK:I'm sorry i know this is my fault but please
LY:I don't know anymore okay.... If what people judge you is what's more important then I guess fine its' over because I don't want to be second choice
MK:I'm so sorry please I can't take anymore pain because I felt like killing myself because I can't do it anymore
LY:The thing about you is that you care too much for other people that you even look down on yourself and you don't even realize them
MK:That's why I'm tired of being myself because everyone around me before had took advantage of me
LY:It's because you trust them too much
MK:So please let me go
LY:Fine but just take care of yourself
MK:Please don't hate me for doing this
LY:I won't hate you I'm just disappointed that I'm a second choice
MK:You weren't second choice I just had no other solution
LY:I'll try to understand you but for now in going to cool off I'm going
MK:Oh okay
LY:I'll just go cool off for now so yeah but no hard feelings
Nag log-out na sya. Alam na alam ko na galit sya sakin and hindi lang nya ito sinabe dahil alam nya lalo akong mahihirapan. Hindi ko ito ginusto pero sana maintindihan nya ako. Ngayon alam na alam ko na mali itong decision ko pero sana meron din itong idulot sakin. This is my second mistake.
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Love at the Wrong Time
RomanceMheng Kobayashi and Lean Yamana had a bad meet up. Pero as they grow up they became friends to best friends. And after naging sila. Pero hindi ibig sabihin na naging ay happy ending na sila. Some people say they could be the perfect couple but is it...
