-Spencer's POV-
I walk inside the house, trying to slam the door in Hotch's face but he catches it.
"Reid I'm sorry." He says for the 100th time.
"SORRY DOESN'T FIX EVERYTHING NOW DOES IT!" I scream at him. My yelling takes him back. I can see the guilt in his eyes.
"Rei-"
"You know you could have at least tried to make it so she was able to stay." I say before walking to the bedroom.
I sit on the bed and let my tears fall. I pick up the picture of me and JJ at our wedding that was sitting on my nightstand.
I pull it to my chest and hug it.
"Please come home JJ." I whisper.
-JJ's POV-
"Hey sexy lady need a ride!" Another guy yells towards me.
I look towards the guy in his car smirking at me.
"Why don't you back off and get a life." I smirk and I walk off.
Its been a few hours since I ran from my life and my family. But either way... I was gonna get taken from my family.
I sit on a bus bench and pull the disposable phone I bought out of my bag. I run my fingers over Spencer's number.
I should call him, I know I should. But I can't.
How do you call the person you love the most and tell them that you have to run off, that you have to run from them, from the life you had with them, from the future you were supposed to have...with them.
I wipe the single tear that falls from my face. I put the phone back in my backpack and I stand up.
I start walking a few more steps from my home. A few more steps from my husband. A few more steps from my family. A few more steps from my life.
It's so hard to forget someone, who gave you so much to remember.
-Spencer's POV-
"Dada?" A little voice wakes me up.
I lean up, setting the picture I was hugging down on the bed.
"Yeah Henry?" I ask.
"Where's mommy." His little voice says.
I breathe in. "I don't know Henry, I don't know." I mumble.
He wipes his eyes.
"Can I lay with you?" He asks.
I nod my head and I lift the little boy with JJ's blonde hair up onto the bed. We lay down and he scoot near me.
"Daddy." He says.
"Yeah?" I ask.
"I want mommy." He says.
"I do too." I say.
Then I look down and the little boy who misses his mommy is asleep.
I lay with Henry for a few more minutes before I carefully get up to go wash my face, I was off my face with water, trying to get rid of the tear streaks down my face.
I go downstairs and I find the team, stressed out and sad sitting in my living room.
"Find anything?" I ask.
The whole team looks up at me.
"Spencer!" A stressed Penelope runs up to me and hugs me.
I hug her back, I needed that hug.
She lets go, and looks at me. I can see her tear streaks.
I walk over to the team. "So anything?" I ask.
"Well Penelope was looking over her credit card. Around 55 minutes ago she bought hair dye, contacts, supplies and a disposable phone." Morgan says.
I grab the list and start reading it, my eyes dart across the page. I look up with my mouth open.
"Reid?" Emily asks.
"The dye, supplies and phone." I say, trying to find my words.
"What about it?" Rossi asks.
Eventually I find my words. "She ran away."
Everyone's faces drop as the words come out of my mouth.
"I thought she only went on a walk for a little?" Penelope's voice squeaks.
"The phone. In case she needs to contact someone. The supplies so she has food, the dye, so n-no one can know who s-she is. Not e-even m-me." I say, trying to hold back tears.
"Why would she run away?" Emily asks.
I look over at Hotch, he as a guilty face. We both know why.
"She was being deployed to the Pentagon." Hotch's voice fills the empty room.
Everyone looks over at him.
"She ran away because she couldn't leave us." Emily says.
"She ran away because this is her home." Morgan says.
"She ran away because her life is here." Penelope says.
"She ran away because her family is here." Rossi says, looking at me.
"She ran away, so no one could take her." I say, making the room silent.
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Spence...
FanfictionWhen JJ's husband, Spencer dies she has to figure out a way to live without him. She never eats, and barely sleeps. But then one night she gets a visit, and that leaves everyone thinking, Is Spencer alive? (This is the sequel to Statistics Say)
