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Maya
I walked out the door well tried anyway when I bumped into josh's doctor and he didn't look to good "are you okay doc?" "Miss Hart right?"I nodded my head "we have found something in the tests we ran on josh and its not good at all" "well what is it?"I asked scared of knowing the answer "well we have found he has cancer"my heart sank and I couldn't breath "wh-what?" "I'm soory miss Hart" "how long?"I asked barely my voice cracking at the end "6 months"he said quite I broke at that moment and couldn't breath I fell to my knee's and cried I had just gotten him back and they wanted to take him away again "I'm sorry Ms.Hart" "no no godamit do something please please please I can't lose him now please no please please please please please"I rocked back in forth I probably looked like a freak but I didn't care I had my knee's to my chest "we've tried Ms.Hart but its just not possible he has 6 months until he dies the cancer will have spread throughout his lungs and he would lose the loss of oxegyn and wouldn't be able to have air pass through to his mouth" at this point I was in a sob "are you gonna tell him?right now?" "Yes Ms.Hart"we walked back into josh's room he looked at us oddly "my why are your crying?"I hadn't realised I was still crying but I guess I was "Josh Matthews I'm sorry to have and tell you this but you have cancer and only have 6 months"those words ran through my head and I broke out onto a sob again josh looked broken too and held bhis arms out for me to wrap myself in and all I could do was sob into his shoulder and and that I did I couldn't manage all of it I only had a couple of months with him until he's gone and I can't hold him again and he can't hold me thinking about it I cried more "her Maya its okay sh..sh"he hummed to me rocking me back and forth in his arms he just hummed to me and then I realized he was humming our song Tenerife sea by end sheeran we stayed like that goes awhile until I fell asleep in his warm arms wrapped around myt stomach humming to me carefully to steady me

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