Tomorrow And Back {UNDER MAJOR EDITING}

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Maya's dress^^
Maya
I wake up breathing rapidly what was that "Maya are you okay?" "Josh!"I hug him tightly "Maya what's wrong?" "I had this horrible nightmare I didn't know why you were with Missy and I was with Lucas we broke up god I never wanna break up I'm in love with you josh please don't leave me never" "Maya wake up" "what?" "Wake up Maya" "what do you mean?" "Maya!" "Huh Lucas?" "Maya what happened Arte you okay?" "I'm fine just fine" I say a little heartbroken I guess I miss josh a lot "Lucas I can't do this" "do what Maya?" "Lucas I can't be with somebody that I can't love I'm sorry I gotta go I'm really sorry Lucas" I get up I take a shower I get dressed and I walk into the room Lucas has his hands to his lap his cheeks stained with tears,tears still flowing down "I'm sorry" I say and walk over to the bed I sit down in front of him I take his hand with mine I use my other hand to raise his chin I kiss him on the for head one last time causing him to cry more I hug him"I'm sorry" I whisper in his ear before I leave I get in the car I drive right before I get there motion is moving my body jerking at me I don't know what's happening people are surrounding me for no reason at all I take my hand and unbuckel myself I feel a pressure in my head I touch my head and there sitting on my finger is the glossy red too what we call blood I lose my composure and everything is fading I hear sirens and the last thing I hear is a familiar voice "Maya!" I can't quite comprehend who's voice it is because after that all of it went black
Josh
I see Maya's car be impacted by another I was running too the car I was screaming her name the sirens went off and the ambulance were on there way as soon as they got there they got Maya out she was unconscious I got in the back of the ambulance with Maya I called and texted Riley and my brother they got it out to everyone
1 hour later
Riley
My best friend has been here for an hour they are running tests on her and the baby they don't know if the baby is alive or not the doctor walks in shaking his head I cried into my uncles shoulder he opened his mouth "if she does make it which is unlikely she will have to choose to have the baby or not if she does keep the baby it will be dangerous she will be fine and she will be able to have more kids but the baby might not make it she has slipped into mild coma it all depends on her if she wakes up" I cried harder into my uncle's shoulder
Maya
I hear voices I'm on a bed I get up I look back at the bed my body there lying still,tubes in my mouth helping me breath i have the same thing on as I did when I left my dress these shoes that are killing my feet so I take them off I hear talking I go back to the room I had just exited josh is in there talking to me "Maya I'm so sorry I love you I'm in love with you don't leave me please I'm begging you,you are one of the best things that has happened to me Maya please please stay I'm begging you right now I will do anything just don't leave me please Maya please,please" he says tears in his eyes,falling from his eyes, to his cheeks to, his neck he leaves the next one to come in Corey Matthews my father figure and my teacher "Maya oh young Maya always too young not anymore man Maya whoever saw you here on this bed this is like a memory to me and family it was when josh was a baby we didn't think he was gonna make it this was after Shawn's dad died Shawn didn't want to lose josh so we all went into talk to him me Shawn and Topanga we wanted him in this world and we got him now we want you Maya your like my daughter and I wouldn't bare the pain of losing you I love you Maya" he left and next Riley eyes bloodshot her hair a mess her cheeks stained with the gloss of tears still flowing from the charcoal eyes as she took my hand I could feel it why couldn't I feel it when Corey and josh kissed me on the forhead I wonder "Maya I love you and I don't wanna live in a world without you I don't wanna be here without you I need you Maya,I need to know your there I've known you since I was 2 you fell for my uncle then you had 2 beautiful children and now a third it is Lucas' but that's okay I forgive you and I know you forgive me please dont leave me stranded without you I love you Maya" she left next I never would've guessed my father his eyes blue his hair grey with black his cheeks stained as everyone else's "Oh Maya my baby girl I'm so sorry for leaving you I know I left you and I had six of you with your mom then left and I'm sorry I'm really sorry Maya I know I left for another family I feel horrible and I know you probably hate me and I'm so sorry for that I just want you to know that if you wake up and hate me still I will always love you I swear" he exits i feel a warm liquid form in my eyes then they release 1 single tear falls the next person I thought I'd never see in this room Lucas "oh Maya I should've made you stay I could have helped this from happening I'm so sorry Maya I swear I am I feel horrible I just can't have you die Maya you are one of the only peopel I have left in this world Maya please don't leave me I'll do anything just stay please Maya stay I'll leave you alone forever but stay please I'm begging you Maya I love you and I can't lose you and the baby please don't leave me please,please,stay"he plead his eyes dull his hair frantic everything about him was gone because I'm here in this state of coma I can't leave but at the same time I can get rid of all the pain now or continue this war that's almost over to mend things with my father to cool things over with josh and Lucas to have this baby that's insides of me be happy with my family or I could end what has happened and hurt people the people I love the most in the world that I can leave what if I do leave what if I can never see all of them happy again what about seeing Riley's baby what about hugging them again but what if all of this is a lie should I leave the thoughts of this and go to the other side with my brother Kai the one that is gone the one that I love enough to leave and if I leave I kill the baby too and then I'm a murderer and if I do leave all that I know is gone to be happy and careless and if I stay then I'm loved more and more I'm pregnant and I have 2 kids that need me that love me but now I make the choice of staying or leaving I think I'll leave so I don't have anymore pain in my heart
Josh
I'm sitting in here with Maya the monitor is beeping the line goes dead "nurse!nurse!"I cry so that they know we need help they come in and take her away I'm back in the waiting room everyone silent Riley in a corner knees to her chest head in her knees crying
3 hours later
They put her in a room Riley,Nathan,and Lily are helping me sneak in "nurse!" Riley calls "yes ma'am what is it?" Nathan is on the floor Lily around the corner nodded I got in Maya is still there I start singing her favorite song Ruth b -Lost boy softly taking her hand with mine singing slow
Maya
I hear a voice right before I was gonna get up to leave but the voice soothes my ear I walk back to the room there josh was sitting singing my favorite song lost boy something is happening
Josh
The monitor has a heartbeat
Maya
I flutter my eyes open and josh is there suprised at me awake he hugs me and yells for the nurse "nurse she's awake!nurse!" He yells tears in his eyes from the joy of the one and only Maya Hart my father comes in and hugs me I hug back "Maya sweetie I'm so happy your okay" "I know" I say Riley comes in and she runs to my side hugging me to death "Maya I'm so glad your okay I feel horrible never leave me please" "Never Riley" I say Corey Shawn and Topanga surround my bed all three of them hugging me at the same time I feel happy Nathan Lily Justin and Sadie pile in I just realized that today Kai would have been 25 wow,they hug me and give me warm smiles I smile back they leave I look around the room and notice all the gifts from all of them the last person to walk in Lucas "hi"he said "hi" I say back he sits down by me "I'm glad your okay but the baby you have to make a decision if your gonna keep it or not"he says teats fill his eyes as if he knows my answer "I'm keeping the baby" he hugs me and I hug back we stay there awhile he kisses my forhead and leaves

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Long chapter because you guys got me to 3.0k thx so much I love every single one of you!
~Mya