Don't Judge a Book by...the Nerd! Letters to Letters

Don't Judge a Book by...the Nerd!! Letters to Letters 28

I couldn't help myself but,to frown. I guess that little show with Dexter made him upset. I grabbed the note from the door and just said loudly to the empty hall way

"Good night, Jeremy."

With that, I shut my door and locked it. I'm just tried and confused. I just changed out of my clothes into my night gear. I turned off my light and unlocked my door while, walking to my window. I need to think clear about how much things have changed. I mean...From my dad..to guys hanging out to me...then, girls hating me more than normally. I shook my head while, looking up at the crest-en moon. It was bright in the sky tonight. I said softly to myself

"Why am I always in the middle of things?"

I let out a sigh and backed away from my window after, closing the curtins. I walked to my bed and got in. I was staring at my ceiling just thinking about Jeremy. I feel like I back-stabbed him...I wander if he thinks that I might like Dexter. I mean I kind of do but, I have a lil crush for my bodyguard more. I groaned and just grabbed the people behind my head and covered up my face. I felt like screaming...Just for doing that stupid mistake can just screw up my friendship with Jeremy. Just that little moment with Dexter making me feel weak and ready to melt just from the look in his eyes and his touch. I ripped the pillow off my face and just glared at the ceiling...just thinking 'Why the hell do guys make me feel this way?' Just feeling confused and left to be hurt in the end.

I tried thinking of something else but, that just keeps coming up in my head. Hurting Jeremy's feelings...I finally went to sleep...Just more depressed like always when, I was back in my hell hole that I use to call home.

~Morning~

 I woke up to the sound of my alarm ringing. I frowned when, I slapped my alarm to go off. I just wished Jeremy would have woke me up, not this damn alarm clock. I got out of my bed and unlocked my door while, I walked to the bathroom with my supplies to get me ready for the morning. I knocked on the door first to check and I guess it was clear and I walked in and did my morning routines. 

After, I was done with getting ready in the morning. I feel like doing something out of my character today. I walked to my closet after, shutting my door shut so I can get dressed. I decide to wear jean short shorts, an white tank top and a light blue vest then, I just wanted to put my Victoria secret bra for a spin. I just slipped on a pair of Aero navy blue flip flops. I get my hoop earrings in, my watch on and my necklace that Amy picked out. I sighed and just brushed my wavy of jet black locks then, I did my eye make-up to finish off my look of the day. I back up from the mirror looking at myself..I feel like a prep..and I look the part too. I sighed and tried to smile...I barely passed.

I grabbed my messenger bag and my purse. I had t check to make sure I have everything in my purse as in my keys, cell phone with a crap load of messages on it, my money and other stuff that Amy thinks I need. I walked out of my room but, before I forget completely I grabbed my gym bag of soccer gear then, I finally walked out. I walked passed Jeremy's room to see his door wide opened. I took a quick peek to see he's not in there. I sighed and walked downstairs looking for him to find him in the kitchen...eating a orange and a bottle of water beside him. I said with a small smile

"Good Morning, Jeremy."

He don't say anything but, he looked at me. I looked at him to meet his gaze just for him to break it. He let out a grunt and just walked passed me and said

"See ya in school.''

With that, he completely left the house. I really can't help but, to let that little smile drop to a frown. I walked to the refrighter, opened it up to grabbed what was left of the apples in the refrightdor. I also grabbed a bottle of water and shut the door gently. I walked to the kitchen table where he once stood at. I looked on the table to see that there was a shopping list that is one page long and around $300 dollars. I sighed and placed it into my purse. I grabbed my lil breakfast and walked out the house but, not before grabbed a jacket in case. With locking the door, I walked to my car...I noticed that there was a note or a letter on my windshield, tucked in the windshield wipers. I raised an eye brow while, grabbing it and getting into my car.