Lovely poetry About Depression

Scared

I'm scared
I'm a scared little girl
In her scary little world
With all of her fears surrounding her
I'm scared of bugs
And flying
And being rejected
And falling in love
And falling in general
And clowns
Almost everything
I hate getting nervous
It makes me want to throw up
I hate being tired
It makes me want to give up
I hate being in crowds
It makes me so uncomfortable
No matter how many times
I try to not think about things
They make their way into my head
I hate crying
Because it reminds me that I'm weak
I hate yelling
It exhausts me
I hate being yelled at
It makes me feel useless
I hate when I turn red
It makes me feel awkward
I hate my skin
It makes me self conscious
I hate how Im so insecure
I can't handle the anxiety
That comes along with all that is mine
Mine
Mine
Mine
My body
I have eyes that see and a mouth that utter the words to this poem
I have legs that carry me through
All the turmoil
I have arms that will carry the weight
And I'm grateful
And though

Its hard sometimes
To deal with all the emotions I have inside
That you have inside
But I learn to deal with them
Just as you can
They are you
And you are them
They are me
And I am them
And that is okay

~margaret ann plizga👑