I wake up to a very unfamiliar room. It had blue walls with very detailed borders. The floor was wooden with a turquoise carpet. I look around and didn't know this feeling I had as I furrowed my eyebrows. I see an unfamiliar woman walk in.
"I see you're up! How are you, Jonathan?" She asked.
Jonathan? Must be my name.
"I don't know how I am. I don't know how I feel, I'm.. I'm.. What is this feeling?"
"Confused?"
"Yes, confused,"
She nods her head and gives me a weak smile. She sat next to me and held my hands.
"I know you must be-" I didn't want her to finish, I had way more questions that needed answers.
"How come I don't know what I'm feeling? But yet I still know how to comprehend and all my math skills.. I think.."
"Well, you're an anomaly. You don't know your emotions like others, you have to learn them on your own. That's why I've sent you to a new school!" She exclaimed.
She seemed..hm..what's that feeling?
"Wouldn't I stay at my old school?"
"Well..yes, but.." She didn't finish. Something's off..
"Who are you?" I ask, still..confused.
She giggled and stroke my hair.
"I'm your mother, silly,"
Sorry, I don't remember you..
I didn't want to say that aloud, I didn't want to hurt her. I wonder what feeling that must be..
"Come along now, you don't want to be late on your first day!" She jumps up and bounces out.
I felt a strange vibe from her, maybe, confusion? I don't know..
I got up and searched 'my' room. It was..nice.. I liked this color. It made me feel.. Feel. Warm! Yeah, warm. The color blue made me feel warm. I look over and see a hockey mask. I smile a little and put it on. I see my clothing isn't pajamas or anything lazy. I must've slept in my clothes. Then something struck me. Another question. How did I become an anomaly? Why can't I remember the past?
I just shook it off and exited the room. I walked downstairs and see and unfamiliar girl sit with my mom. I sit down next to her and stare.
"Good, you're wearing the mask. I forgot to tell you to put it on. Oh, and don't ever look in the mirror, got it?" My mother informs.
What?
"W-Why-"
I didn't get a chance to speak.
"Just do as I ask, and don't take off that mask either,"
I sigh and nod.
"Who are you?" I turn to the girl.
She grins a little.
"I'm your sister, ya dummy." She giggled too.
What's with people and giggling. Do they not see I'm confused?
I slowly nod again and am served breakfast. I lift the mask to my lips and start eating my eggs. It's crazy. I know what things are, I know how to read and write, I know how to talk fluently, I know how to do pretty much everything...except for feel. And I don't remember the past. I sigh again and continue with my breakfast.
"Hey, Delirious. Can you pass me the salt," my sister asked.
Who's Delirious, I thought my name was Jonathan?
I raise an eyebrow and see she covers her mouth. My mother gives her a glare, she looked.. I don't know..
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What is This Feeling? 〈H2OVanoss〉
Fanfiction(will edit soon) Delirious wakes up without a clue of where he is. He doesn't know what this feeling is, confusion perhaps? He doesn't have any feelings or emotions, he must learn them on his own. Therefore, his mother sends him to a new school. He...
