Chapter 28 part 2

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(Harry's POV)
Louis left. Not the town, not the state, not the country, but me. Louis left me. No calls, no texts, nothing. I've never felt so alone. The nightmares happened every night. The episodes and panic attacks are back. School started back up tomorrow and Louis won't be there.

I felt helpless, alone, and broken. I just wasn't ready for a relationship and I knew if I went on a date with Louis I would want one, but I was scared. That's why I said no. It literally broke me when he yelled at me to get out, but whatever. It's not like I matter anyways.

What's my point in this world?

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°°°°°°°Niall's POV°°°°°°°

"Liam baby. We have to check on him. I'm worried." I said looking at the locked bathroom door.

"Don't worry. He just walked in there. If he's in there too long then we'll check." He said rubbing his hand soothingly on my thigh.

I gave him a soft smile pecking his cheek. I'm so glad that I found Liam and that he actually loves me.

"I love you." I blurted out. Liam says it all the time, but I've never said it because I've been worried and scared, but now that I let it out I just feel free in my relationship with Liam.

Liam's hand immeadiately stopped rubbing my thigh and shot up to cup my face.

"I love you too." He whispered, his hot breath fanning over my face before he closed the space in between us, our lips molding together in an innocent kiss.
God how I love Liam

°°°°°°°Harry's POV°°°°°°°

I washed the new slices on my thighs. I unlocked the bathroom door to see Liam and Niall making out in the couch. I smiled.

They're so in love.

And then I frowned because no one would ever love me. I let out a quiet sigh looking away from my two mates before going into my room since Niall has been staying in Liam's. I honestly felt so lonely at these times. I mean. It's been like 2 or 3 weeks without Louis, but 2 or 3 weeks without Louis is like a lifetime isn't it? I shut my eyes burying my head into my pillow. I couldn't sleep so I grabbed my phone going on my messages when something got my eye.

Lou is typing...

I let out a quiet sound of...something, but then it disappeared and no message was in my inbox. I frowned setting my phone down and finally letting sleep take over.

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"Harry get up!" An Irish voice said in my ear. I groaned sitting up and running my eyes.

"Fuck off!" I said.

"Nope. We got school get your lazy arse up!"

Niall said slipping out of the room. I laughed at how ridiculous he looked before standing up and walking over to my dresser picking out some black skinny jeans and a grey sweater.

I ran a hand through my curls before walking into the living room and grabbing my book bag before following Liam and Niall out the door.

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I shut my locker just when I was being shoved up against it.

"Hey pretty boy. Tomlinson isn't here to save your arse anymore is he?" The boy, Luke, asked. I shook my head bracing for the hit, but it never came. I opened my eyes seeing no one was there and my locker was still wide open. I sighed shutting my locker and walking off to class.

"Styles?" The teacher called, but I wasn't paying attention.

"Is Styles here today?" She called out again. My head jerked up.

"Here." I said my voice deeper from not talking, causing the girls to look at me and giggle, most likely undressing me with their eyes.

I'm scared.

I shot one girl a glare and she quickly turned around.

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"Dude. There are like 7 seniors who were told they passed when they didn't." Niall said taking a bite out of his pizza.

"Cool." I said not really caring.

"Harry. Just forget him." Niall said rubbing my arm. I shook my head just when the door opened and like 6 kids walked in.

4 girls who automatically went to their old seats making younger girls move. The rest were boys who sat all over being obnoxious and loud. I shrugged my shoulders and went to look away when someone else walked in.

Someone named Louis Tomlinson. Niall's body stiffened. I froze and Liam just stared. Louis eyes glanced over in our direction before walking to the other side of the cafeteria like we didn't exist. It actually hurt, but what should I expect? I grabbed my phone and texted Niall even though he was right in front of me.

Me: I gtg Bye xx

He looked up nodding at me and I dumped my tray walking out if the cafeteria. I was in my way to the bathroom when I heard footsteps behind me. I turned around seeing two buff boys.

"Your the homo's little friend aren't you?"
One asked pulling at my sweater.

I frantically shook my head, but they already knew who I was. I stared frightenly at the two boys in front of me, my arms shaking and vision blurring.

"Scared?" One asked pulling one of my curls.

I whimpered slowly backing up until my back hit a wall. I clenched my eyes shut, but they were forced open. I jerked away, terrified, but nothing was working.

"Aww are you gonna cry?" The other one asked. I shook my head when one raised a fist. I was so scared.

I didn't need bullys with all this stuff with Louis going on, plus I could feel a panic attack coming on.

This so was not good. The fist kept getting closer and closer to me almost as if it was in slow motion, when a voice was heard out from the swarm of students watching.
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A.n. nothing really except to just give me feedback! I love reading comments *hint hint* lol
Also....I just feel like everything after this is rushed but yeah.

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