Imagines

Johnny

Okay so i had this weird sensation to make a whole bunch of uhhhh... Scenarios i guess.

Like what i would do if i was there when dally or johnny died. (**cries and walks towards door but runs into a wall and passes out**)

DALLY:: As he died

I watched the police fired their guns and dally roll down the hill. I ran to him and watched as he crawled towards us with his last breaths. He was gone at my feet. I screamed at police who were approaching, guns still out.
"WHAT THE HELL?? IF HE'S ALREADY ON THE DAMN GROUND THEN DONT SHOOT HIM FREAKIN 10 TIMES!!" i yelled at them. Then it was darry's turn. We both lost it. Steve and two bit held me back as i made an effort to lounge at the police.
"He was just a kid... Dal..." i cried really... Really hard and sunk down on my knees next to him, taking his head on my lap. I brushed the hair out of his face and let my tears fall to his cheeks. "Dal... Please... Don't- don't leave m-me..." i cried hoping a miracle would occur.
After her died
I sat in my room. Staring at the ceiling. The gang had come over to comfort me but i forgot they were even alive to be honest. I wanted to die. I wanted to be with dallas. My love. But i just didn't have the guts- no. The stupidity to harm myself in that manner or any manner at all. (Okay so quick note: All of you are beautiful or handsom, if we have any guys out there readin this, and you don't need harm yourself to wash away your problems or satisfy yourself. Coz honestly its not going to affect you. It's going to cause you more pain then and in the future. So don't think about self harm and if you know someone that causes harm upon themselves, don't be afriad to get help from a stable adult. Maybe someone who even has had an experience with themselves or someone they knew. I love you all deeply and hope you love yourselves.) Johnny and pony were sitting on either side of me. Johnny was trying to fight back tears, but i couldn't even form any. Even if i tried. I stared off into space, wondering what we'd all be doing if he was still here. (On this thought i had johnny was still here... Idek why but im happy af bout it) I let the only tear that managed to come out slide down my cheek.
Few weeks later
I sat at the edge of Dallas Winston's grave. Staring at the dirt, richer then the rest. I didn't even care if it was his zombie , i just wanted dal back. I cried again. For the first time since he died 4 weeks ago. I burried my face in my hands and cried until i forgot how to breathe. Then i stared some more at the dirt until a felt a hand on my shoulder. I didn't move. Johnny helped me up eventually and i leaned my head on his shoulder.
"I miss him johnnycakes... I miss him so much..." i whispered on him.
"I do too. But let's go home. Its gettin late." he led me back to the curtis house.

JOHNNY:: as he died

I stood by his side as he whispered his last words to ponyboy. He laid back in the pillows and i cried. Dal punched the wall and walked out. I cried loudly and whisepred his name, praying this was just a dream. I played a whole bunch of sad songs in my head and tried to remove this from reality. But it wasn't working. I brushed his hair back and leaned next to him.
"Johnnycakes... Don't go.. I love you- i need you." i sobbed.
After he died
I grabbed a carton of ice cream and ate it on the couch next to dally and sodapop. They glanced at me about to comment but then realized i was still going through the motions so they left me alone. A few weeks later you would think i got better.... I didn't. I became delirious. I started talking to things and myself. As if johnnycakes was still next to me. I walked into the curtis house and went into a corner.. I curled up in a ball and rocked back in forth.
"It's okay... Nothing's wrong..." i repeated over and over. Sodapop saw me and walked over.
"Izzy are you okay?" he asked helping me up. I nodded.
"E-everything is fine... Where's johnny?" i asked. What- wait... Something was wrong. I felt like i was missing something- more like forgotten.
"Izzy..." sodapop trailed off. The guys gathered around me.
Dal scrubbed his hands over his face. "Guys she gettin worse. We gotta take her ta see somone or somethin." he said. I furrowed my eyeborws.
"Why... Look i jus wanna know where johnnycakes is!" i asked a little louder.
"Look kid- Johnny isnt here alright!" steve yelled.
"Steve! Ya can't just tell her like that!" sodapop scolded.
"Tell me what!" i cried out. They sat me on the couch. Darry knelt down in front of me.
"Johnny is.. Well dead. He died 4 weeks ago. From some bad burns." he explained. I smiled.
"Your jokin rig-" then it all came flooding back. I stared blankly at darry. "I can't believe i forgot..." i muttered to myslef. "Why would i forget?" i asked them hoping they had a reason.
"Stress?" pony suggested. I nodded.
"M-maybe..." i choked back tears.

Other scenarios:
Dally: I pushed dal out of the way and felt a bullet peirce my side. Then my chest. I stumbled back onto the street and fell on my back. Dal knelt beside me. "Izzy- izzy!" he yelled. But i was already gone.

I fell next to dal and we looked at each Other. We were both shot and dying. But we were together. "I love you izzy." he said. "I-i love you too dal." i whispered before fading.

Johnny: i pushed johnny out of the broken window just as the roof collapsed. I didn't make it. He did.

I tackled johnny and we both fell out the window and onto the grass. We both lived.

Okay so please vote or comment on my recent update- i just honestly dont wanna waste my time writin a story y'all dont want so check it out and comment what y'all think. ❤ sorry for havin to share my sad feels :( just... No im fine! Whooooo okay yupp no more sadness...*hugs pillow**