- sarah thornton

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Travelled all day
Worked like an animal
No one sees your pain
Alhamdulilah without them
I'd be stuck in a car with the wheels turning and unable to move
Life Is worth living
Even if you have a parcel thief
It's still worth living
Even if people hate you
Even if they don't understand you
They don't know what you're going through
Its still worth living
Even if you don't have much
You can enjoy the feeling when it comes around
They have it all and want more so it feels so empty
They care about money and status more than they can ever feel
No wonder they don't know how to love
They don't know how to receive it
Lust is easy
Only being in true love it will feel like you're flying
That adrenaline is so sublime
I been in solitude for so long
It feels so good
I'm not crying out for anything
I just want to feel like a queen and held with protection
Or maybe it's a fantasy
How I viewed people was a fantasy
I wanted to hold them in certain ways
The more they pushed me away
The more numb I became to them
The lack of understanding made me so angry
Like it's okay for you to be happy
You don't want me to be
Do you know what I'm going through
No you don't
You'll never know
So back off
Go to your stupid girls and boys
Get a load of fake love and ghosting
I'm happy when nobody cares
Theres no headaches
No arguments because I can't stand them and I hate them
I love the solitude
Maybe this is why nobody is coming
Allah says leave this dunya and have a man from jennah
The more I get to know them
They're all the same
Not one has spoken truthfully or cares about women
It's a joke

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