As I walked this path I didn't know people were so seemingly interested
When you finally leave a vortex of abuse and scarring you're free
You feel empathy for those still stuck in toxicity
Stuck in lies and things they no longer believe or want
Their insecurities speak lies they don't know
Should we worry about slander and no we shouldn't, but eves droppers are lethal too even if they say nothing
They still hear things and view you a certain way
I walked this earth on my own for 15 years
I have pains nobody would believe but then Allah helps me through it
Allah gives me the strength I need so I don't need their help
Independence never made me numb!
I do have emotions and feelings including one's I'm good at hiding...
I have patience
I don't want to make Allah displeased
So when I meet him I can say I didn't need to commit certain sins
Alhamdulilah
I was able to wait...
Even if my heart is hurting and dry and waiting to be lubricated I can wait....
