Why you so empty and numb
I wanted to taste you
After Palestine I saw different...
I saw true love and unconditional treatment
I saw a new level of deen
I felt I needed to level up
Stop trying to impress those who don't see
Me as anything but trash
I'm definitely not in the eyes of Allah
My country reminded me how blessed I am
How loved we are by Him
Yet I still want to love you unconditionally
Only you always hurt me
Then when I move on, you're always on my mind
Or its like I feel your cry
Your guilt and shame
Then your rebounds
Your anger and I ain't vengeful
You should try to understand
Nobody is attacking you, but yourself
It's like you want things to go wrong
Do you enjoy others struggling?
Don't forget the pain I was put through
Or the forgiveness I gave you
Your family
Enough is enough
I'm done
I tried to love you
You made me numb to you
I'm scared I'd never be good enough for you
Or we'd fizzle out or something
Or I'd be the most beautiful to not so beautiful
