I need a gangsta
To love me better
Than all the others do
To always forgive me
Ride or die with me
That's just what gangsters do。◕‿◕。
Edinburgh, Scotland
Anaya's pov
I wore a dark blue dress, just like the colour of his eyes.
Looking at my reflection in the glass infront of me, I smile.
Kya chutiya thi main uske ishq mein.
Hun toh abhi bhi, cause I still love him.
But he doesn't.
And it fucking hurts.
A tear drop falls from my eyes as I drink another glass of alcohol.
Now I can also slam this glass badly and break it just because I am angry. But I don't.
Instead I tap on and and call the bartender.
"1 more" I say him and he pours.
I was about to drink it when someone held the glass and stopped me.
"What the fu-"
"Anaisha, you already had 6 glasses. Plus you are not even alcohol tolerant. Don't. Please." He says.
I turn my face and narrow my eyes to look at him in the fancy lights of the pub.
I gasped.
"See! My duck is here!" I say.
He smiles.
"Hmm" he says and takes the glass from my hand.
"Give me that!"
"Not gonna give you back!" He says and drinks it.
"You are bad as well." I say and then keep quiet.
My head was hurting but I wanted to drink more.
Because when the sorrowness of the alcohol used to hit my throat, the sorrowness and heavy feeling I have because of crying and being sad got less.
"What happened yaar? Why are you so sad?"
I look at him.
"Is it because of that book?"
"Y-you know-"
"Yeah, I saw you writing it once in office and then I-"
I nod quietly.
"Even if I don't know about it, I would have, all the things are over social media Anaya. Claiming you as suspect. And you seriously should not roam around like this-"
"Aaah! Idea!" I say
"Now what?"
"They think whatever I am writing about my crimes na, now I will write something."
"What Anaya?"
"I will write that Aish kidnapped Tanishqa's father and caged him." I say and laugh.
Sidaq smiled.
"Tum jhalli ho puri!" He says as he pated my head.
"But I have a question, why do you write such stories when you get scared of blood and all"
"I don't write such stories because I love blood and crime. I write the stories because I am so delusional and feel so happy that even after being so ruthless he loves her alot and would never harm her."
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