Pregnancy is a unique journey that test everyone's physical and emotional strength, not only mom's but also dad's. It makes a person vulnerable, explicit and exposed in front of the world, only for the public to make a list of do's and don'ts but be...
"When Mom woke up, she started sobbing and pacing around. I felt guilty, but I never showed up in front of her. Dad also came back from the office in panic. They looked over the entire space. Since he was too little to crawl. They were certain there was no possibility he could crawl and get somewhere. And finally when they were about to inform the police, Yeonie woke up from the sleep and began to wail." Taehyung said. "Thank god." Jungkook breathed out by keeping his hand on his chest. "That was the first time I ever received a beating from my father. Mom didn't beat me but she didn't talk to me for the whole day. Hmm.. now when I think about it, I feel goosebumps, see." Taehyung said, pointing his arm by pulling the jacket up a little. "Whenever I think, what might have happened if Yeonie didn't cry? And.. And if the basket was a closed one? I couldn't even think about it." Taehyung spoke with a scared expression. Jungkook's worried gaze swept across his face.
"A day after that, dad and mom, took us out to cheer me up. But, I started to distance myself from them. Because, rather than admitting my mistake, my childish mind preferred to believe that they did not love me." Taehyung said. "You shouldn't have done that, Tae." Jungkook said. Taehyung hummed.
"My mom and dad father did everything they could to rekindle my charm. But nothing worked. Once, a boy who was always outgoing totally changed into a quiet introvert. I started living in my own space. Sometimes looking at how Yoongi hyung and Seojoon hyung played with Yeonie. And Yeonie, he never came to me either." Taehyung smiled sadly. "Tae." Jungkook rubbed his hand. "Mm.. Then, when Yeonjun was four years old, his teachers at school noticed that he was unique. Mm.. He seems exceptionally gifted and intelligent for his age and they suggested about one school in Canada and said it will be excellent if he could get an admission there as they will train him better and they saw a bright future for him. Since aunty and uncle, mm.. dad's elder brother, you remember them, right?" Taehyung asked Jungkook. "Yes. Yes. Mina aunty." he replied. "Yes, since they were settled in Canada, mom and dad considered that decision thinking it will be better for me as well as for his future." Taehyung took Jungkook's hand and interlinked it and caressed it softly, who was listening to everything attentively.
"Yeonie was a really obedient and soft boy. Taking care of him was never difficult for anyone. He never asked for Mom's attention, nor did he ever cry for her. Thus, it was not hard for mom and dad to give him up to aunty. However, looking back at everything, I.. I.. think it was actually really tough. Even though mom seemed so happy to be around us, I have witnessed her crying in her room. As mom stated, even if a mother has thousands of children, each one is unique to them. It's.. It's true, Jungkook." Taehyung's eyes filled with fresh tears. "If.. If I was a little mature. If I was not stubborn, maybe Yeonie might have grown up with all the love and pamper from us. I was so naive." Taehyung said. "It is not entirely your fault, Tae. It was for his benefit as well. However, it was a little excessive." Jungkook wiped Taehyung's eyes. "Mm. My parents might have thought it would be better to send Yeonie instead of me since I was a grumpy kid who was constantly sick and allergic." Taehyung said in a low voice. "You are not sick, Tae. Don't say that. You find it difficult to control yourself when you are angry. But, see. How well I am handling you. So don't ever say, you are sick, ill or anything. You are perfect, perfect the way you are. And I love that, all your perfect imperfections." Jungkook moved back from his embrace and cupped his face in his both hands. Taehyung lifted his gaze and looked into Jungkook's bambi eyes with his teary ones. "Mm. Whatever happened has happened. Let's see how we can fix this. Mm?" Jungkook asked. "I.. I can't think of a life without you, Jungkook. Maybe that was also the reason why I am calling you momma." Taehyung said and wiped his tears away. "And I love it, when you call me that. Also, don't think too much. It's you and I in the end. That's it." he said and hugged Taehyung. Taehyung kissed his boba head a few times and nodded.
"It's already 2.30AM. Don't you want to go back?" Taehyung asked, after sometime. "Mm. Let's stay in the car. What you say?" Jungkook asked. Taehyung nodded and stood up from the bench. "Come, then. Let me park it somewhere else." he said and Jungkook also trailed behind him, after throwing the trash in the dustbin.
Taehyung parked the car a little further and got down. He flattened the backseat and gestered at Jungkook to get in. "Wait. Let me take the blanket." Taehyung said when Jungkook was about to hug him. He took the cushion and blanket from the trunk and settled with Jungkook in the back seat. After adjusting all the window shades, he curled up on the bed and held Jungkook close to his chest. "Jungkook, this is the feeling I will have forever. You in my hands." He said, brushing his curly hair. With a smile, Jungkook looked through the tinted glass at the moon. "Do you know when I saw your angry face for the first time?" Jungkook asked. "Mm. Our vacation to Bali?" he asked. "No. No. That's the second time." Jungkook said. "Mm. Then?" Taehyung asked in confusion. "Mm. We went to Jennie's nuna's house for a post-wedding stay. That day." Jungkook said. "There?" Taehyung questioned. "Mm. There. I understood, you have an anger issue, that day, when.. When you literally made a fuss over my dress hook." Jungkook laughed. "Ah. That black dress. I remember completely tearing it, right?" He asked. Jungkook nodded. "You were.. You were very irate. Like.. I don't know how to explain it. You tore it into two or four pieces after letting all of your rage loose on it." Jungkook said. Taehyung hummed. "I.. I was afraid, Tae, at that time. Such a circumstance has never arisen for me. Neither my parents nor my friends yelled at me or showed an angry expression. But you.. I felt anxious and afraid even though your anger was not directed at me. I.. I noticed a different side of you. I was quite worried about what to do. Even talking to my parents about it crossed my mind." Jungkook said, lingering his eyes on the window. Taehyung's gaze shifted away from the window to focus on Jungkook. "Jungkook." he called him. "But, I didn't, Tae. I thought whatever it is, it should stay between us. Because when I say things like that at home, they do not take it well. And I... I could have missed this wonderful period of my life." Jungkook turned around and hugged him. Taehyung's eyes welled with tears. "That was the day, you broke me completely." With a pout, Jungkook stroked his eyebrows with his finger tips. "Mm?" Taehyung was confused. "You wrecked me completely, without even thinking we are in someone else's home." Jungkook giggled. "oh, did I hurt you?" Taehyung asked. "Stupid. Are you asking it now? That was years ago. Mm.. After a week of our marriage." Jungkook slapped his cheeks slightly and pinched it. "Haha. I was lost, Jungkook." Taehyung laughed aloud. "You were. You were behaving like a tiger that was starving." Jungkook pouted. "I was, Jungkook. Even though I have dated many, I have never let anyone to this." Taehyung took Jungkook's hand and placed it on his crotch. "Oh, don't tell me, it's because of your innocent mind. The only reason is that you were afraid of your mother." Jungkook rolled his eyes. "That's a fact. Still it needs willpower and self control." Taehyung said. "Really? I saw it on our wedding night." Jungkook said, shaking his head. "Ah? That was because you seduced me. Or else I wouldn't have touched you." Taehyung said. "Oho. Is that why you were not ready to leave me in the morning also?" Jungkook asked. "It is because you, bratty bunny, undid the thread I was using to tie up all of my demon desires." Taehyung cupped his face and squeezed his cheeks and kissed his pouty lips. "I.. I can never imagine how my life could have, if it was not you, Jungkook." Taehyung said with heart eyes. "I could have escaped from a spider web." Jungkook said. "Really? Really you think that?" Taehyung hovered. "haha.. Haha.. No.. Tae.. Haha.." When Taehyung began rubbing his waist and blowing raspberries on his tender stomach, Jungkook laughed.
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