𝐇𝐢𝐬 𝐕𝐢𝐞

|36| Chapter

Saanvi POV:

I'm feeling numb, I woke up to be surrounded by darkness. Where the hell am I? I can hear muffling sounds around, but I can't see anyone. I sighed, longing for Aan.

After some time, I felt someone taking my palm into theirs and intertwining it. I knew it was Aan; I don't need to be a genius to know his presence. I could hear him crying. Is he crying? Why?

He said, "Everything is my fault. I should have stayed right by your side. I should have never left you, Vie. But I fucking killed your father? And he is alive now? My head is really spinning, Vie. I don't know what to do anymore. I don't know what's happening. I need you here with me. I really need you, Vie. Please wake up for me."

I wanted to tell him, I am awake, Aan, but all I could see is darkness. I wanted to take him into my arms and comfort him.

He continued, "I don't deserve your love, Vie. I don't deserve you. From the day I met you, I have always been on the receiving end from you. And I fucking feel so guilty about it."

My heart broke at his sobbing. It's true; he shouldn't have left me alone. It's true; he should have stayed with me and figured this out together. But I never blame him for anything, nor am I angry with him. Because at the end of the day, he is my Aan. He will always think of me before doing anything. I know how he internally suffered for being away from me. And no one in the world deserves me more than him.

I wanted to tell him everything, so he would stop blaming himself. I wanted to comfort him, take him into my arms, and make his pain go away. But I fucking can't. Arghh, and that is irritating. After some time, I could hear light snores, and I felt a little bit ease because he finally slept.

***

It's been three days since then. I can hear everything.

According to the doctor, I'm in a coma right now, and I'm really trying my best to wake up. I can hear everyone talking to me—Vaish, Rishi, Anandh, almost everyone.

Most of the day, I hear Rahul nagging Aan to get up and eat something or at least take a shower because he stinks. And yes, he's correct, actually. Right from the time I could hear, Aan never left my side. Every day, every hour, every minute, in fact, every second, he kept telling me that he misses me, he wants me to wake up.

And trust me I tried, I fucking tried to wake up, but no use. I just don't have energy left anymore. But as soon as I wake up, I'm going to give him a long lecture on never skipping meals. How dare he not eat anything? How will he have energy if he doesn't eat?

I can hear the doctor now. He's saying to my family, I guess, "She is getting better every day. I could say that she will wake up soon." Finally, I thought.

Suddenly, I remembered the past life where I got hit by a truck and then acted as if I forgot Maan. I chuckled remembering it.

How about I repeat it now? No, probably not now because Maan forgave me for that, but I'm damn sure Aan will kill me. Coming to think of that life, it was so good. I don't know if Aan will believe me if I tell all these. He might probably think I've gone mad.

What time is it now? Probably night, I guess. And this is the best part of the day because Aan will talk to me for hours at night. He told me all about his teen years, youth days. I am excited about what he will tell me today. I could feel his hand on mine, and I internally smiled.

He started saying, "I can't imagine myself without you, Vie. I look for our story in every thought of mine. I am within you, desiring for you. You are in the depth of my heart. You are my better half and my world. Your love is the tune that guides me. This journey doesn't halt at just reaching you; Our travel together has no expiry."

"I will not even dream when it's not about you, so please don't turn into a dream, Vie. The doctors said your heart is very weak. That means I am weak? No, right? Because your heart is where I reside. What will I become without you? Please, Vie, wake up for me. I can't bear this anymore."

With that, I finally fought with the darkness. I will fight with anything now because my Aan needs me. I need to be there for him. I slowly opened my eyes but immediately closed them again because of the intensity of the lights.

I managed to open them again. I looked around to see a white ceiling with a fan. I looked down to see Aan laying on my hand. I tried to move my hand a bit, and with that, he looked up, and our eyes locked.

Nothing has changed since the first day I saw this man. He has the same love in his eyes for me. It just kept increasing. I could see the shock on his face. I smiled very weakly and managed to say, "I a..m a..wa..ke, Aan."

He shouted, "OMG, OMG, Vie, you're really awake!" I nodded, and he bent down, crashing me into a tight hug. "Home," I thought, but my body felt so weak. I guess I need to recharge more than I expected.

He released me and kissed my forehead, then my right cheek, then my left one. Then he just smothered kisses all over my face. I laughed hard, saying, "Aan, enough." He stood back, laughing, and suddenly his expressions changed.

He said, "I'm sorry, Vie. I'm sorry that I couldn't protect you. I don't deserve you. I don't want to show my face to you." With that, he turned back. I called, "Aan," but he didn't turn. He kept walking towards the door.

I called again, "Maan."

With that, he turned back with a pure shock on his face. Ouch, I called the wrong name, right? He walked back very fast to me and asked, "You remember?"

What? What does that mean? That means he also remembered the past life? I almost shouted, "You also remember?" He nodded, smiling. I had tears in my eyes. I called him to come closer to me.

He came closer, and as I slapped his face, he responded with, "Ouch, that hurts." I said, "It better be. I dare you to walk away from me again like that, Aan. We promised to face everything together, right? And what is this bullshit that you don't deserve me?"

"Only you deserve me, okay? Am I clear enough?" He nodded like a puppy. I said again, "Now come, give me a hug. I missed you so much." He climbed onto the bed with me and hugged me very close to his heart. I asked, "When did you remember everything, Aan?"

He said, "The day we married. To be exact, the time I asked you to marry me, Angel." I hugged him tight, asking, "Then why didn't you say anything to me?" He said, "I thought if I tell you, you will think of me as a madman." I chuckled, knowing that's what even I thought too.

He said, "I think I should call the doctor, Vie." I hugged him still tight, saying, "No, let me stay like this for some time." He chuckled, saying, "I missed you so much, Vie. I lobe you." I whispered, "I lobe you more, Aan."

After some time, I asked, "So does this mean you remember why you killed my father also?" He shook his head, saying, "No, Vie. I don't remember anything. In fact, my head is still hurting from thinking all the chaos that is happening outside." I nodded, understanding the situation.

It's time to clear everything, but I can't tell everyone separately. So I said, "Call the doctor, Aan. Let's get this done and go home. Then I will tell you all what exactly happened, okay?" He nodded and left the bed to call the doctor.

I thought 'I have to find my real family. Maybe they are somehow related to all this?' No matter who is doing this, I smirked, thinking, "I will definitely not leave you. I will fucking hunt you down and enjoy my time killing you slowly."

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I didn't have the time to edit this chap, so I released it without editing.. How was it though?