B.R.O.K.E.N. (a Princeton&Diggy Love Story)

Reality (part 1)

As everyone else starts to talk aloud about how terrible I am.

Random Female: YOU MADE CUT MY SELF AND I ALMOST COMMITED SUICIDE, YOU STUPID CUNT!

I look over at the girl and I could reconigze her. She was in my 6th grade class, and I always laughed at her, she was the only 6th grade that wore stretchers.. But she looked different, she looked beautiful. I was wrong for that, I stared at my glitter vans as the comments continued.

Random Male: AYE! BITCH, YOU SHOULD BE IN MY NEXT PORNO AND YO’ LITTLE BOYFRIENDS CAN BE IN IT TOO, JUST DON’T BRING BREE’S STANK ASS !

Random Female:  DID YALL HAVE FUN AT THE THREESOME’ CAN I JOIN ?

The room was now fillied with chuckles and laughter and my girls just sat there and looked away. I felt like sh!t I felt worthless, I always stood up for my girls. When we were younger but I guess the feeling wasn’t mutual. Was I really that of a terrible person? I wept quietly as they continued, even the teachers let the torture continue..  

Random Female: DAMN! YOU F-CK UP IN THE HEAD , CHYNA!?

Another Random Female: Did YO’ MAM TEACH YOU BETTER ?

Random Male: DIDN’T YALL KNOW? SHE DOESN’T HAVE ONE! THE B!TCH’S A BASTARD AND A SLUT ! *chuckles*

 I couldn’t take it, I stormed across the aisle between everyone and ran past as they threw paper Balls. There evil comments ringed in my ears. I ran out into the hallway as I leaned against a window, sobbing. Why did everyone hate me, these were the same people that complimented me in the hallways and stayed, and feared me. Why was there a sudden change ? Now, I was suddenly the school slut and stupid cunt everyone despised, then there he was to my rescue, but I didn’t want him or anybody else

Princeton: Chyna.

Me: GO AWAY.

Princeton: I heard everything and am sorry

I wiped my eyes quickly and turned around. I stared at him with a disgusted look.

Me: THEN WHY DF DID YOU LET THEM TALK TO LIKE THAT , huh ?!

Princeton: am sorry- -

Me: You claim that you love me but you don’t have the f-ckin nerve to even defend me

I screamed back, but I stopped. I don’t need him fighting my battles, or need him here.

Me: just stay the f-ck away from me, I HATEE YOU !

I yelled as I walked away. I slowly walked into the bathrooms, locked them and stay there. I pushed my knees to my chest as I cried my self to sleep into a deep nap.

* * * *

I fluster my eyes open as I hear banging at the bathroom doors, I sit up quickly as the banging becomes lounder.

?: AYE! PEOPLE NEED TO USEE THE DAMN BATHROOM, HURRY DA’FUG UP!

I walk over to the door and unlock it. Instantly am staring into Na’Kayla’s and Ka’Layla’s face. They look away as I turn back around grabbing a towel, wiping my eyes.  But there was still an awkward silence, They ignore me and I hate the silent treatment. It always kills me inside as they carry on, laughing and talking like am not there.

Me: am sorry.

 I chock out quickly they stare at me then roll there eyes.

Na’Kayla: stop APOLYGIZING! CHYNA, damn!

Ka’Layla: what do YOU have to be sorry, for?

Me: for hurting you guys, and for being selfish am sorry.

Na’Kayla: chyna, I forgive you but - - things aren’t going to change..

Ka’Layla: you used to be one of my best friends but you don’t respect yourself enough, and I cant be friends with someone like that *shakes head*

I stare at the both of them as they look away..

Me: no. used to be? I used to be your best friends! but who were there for you when Bree’ made that picture of you in the 5th grade, Ka’Layla?! Na’Kayla we been best friends since the 1st and ka’Layla didn’t even like you in the 2nd ! SO STFU!

 I screamed in there faces, and they stared at me. 

Ka’Layla: THAT IS ENOUGH! I HAD IT WITH YOU! FUCK YOU AND YOUR PROMBLEMS CHYNA, OK ?! AM TIRED OF BEING YOUR GROUIPE GIVING EVERYTHING I HAD UP TO MAKE YOU HAPPIER OR BETTER, I ONLY DID IT CUZ I FELT GUILTY. YOU HAVE NO ONE, LOOK AROUND CHYNA, WITHOUT ME , NA’KAYLA AND KAYLA. YOU HAVE NO ONE, YOU PUSH EVERYONE AWAY AND YOU COME OUT WITH THIS TRIFLING ASS PICTURE AND YOU EXPECT MY REPTAUTION TO GO DOWN DRAIN, YOU KNOW WHAT THEY CALLED US. AS THEM PICTURES WERE ALL OVER THE INTERNET, THEY CALL ME, AND KAYLA SKANK PATROL, AND BASICALLY WHERE JUST SIDELINES AND THRISTY CHICKS TO THE REST OF THE SCHOOL, THANKS TO YOU! JUST BECAUSE YOU CANT KEEP YOUR LEGS CLOSED, YOU DISGUST. AND I hate you!

She screeched at me, I gasped as she grabbed Na’Kayla and they dashed out. I never heard Ka’Layla go off like that it was once in the 6th grade when a boy named Mason kept messing with her so she ended up she smacking a librarian and cussing and beating mason’s ass at the same time. I never she would get loud with anybody like that, I hear the Bell ring. It’s the end of the day, which meant basketball practice, and I had to get my things. I felt like shit, I felt worthless. Everything I worked for was slowly slipping out my fingers. I looked at my reflection in the mirror, and I looked horrifying. My eye-Lids sagged, My heart was a mess, The nap smeared my makeup away. I looked completely ugly, I felt ugly. I was ugly. Right then and there I burst into tears, I hurt everyone and it was only right that karma paid me a visit. I was just cruel and I never felt so disgusted with myself, I stared at my reflection as my guilt haunt me.