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More than That | Kim Raebin and Cha Eugene TeStar

"Guys, why are you here?"

"Baese..."

"Raebin?"

They started to pile up, I can't speak a word. I feel bad. I feel like I am so embarrassed and I don't know why. I just want to be alone. Leave me alone...

"Raebin, hospital! Let's go to the hospital right now!"

Without realizing it, I accidently slap Eugene's hand.

His eyes widened in surprise. So does mind.

"I... Eugene..."

I coughed yet another flower. The hell is this? I don't even know how it enter in my throat.

"Is that hananaki disease..."

"Hannah kid is? What is that? Why is he coughing flowers?!"

Hearing Bae Sejin's question, I look at him.

Hananaki what?

Wait... no, that is impossible. There is no way such thing exist-

No...

I look at Eugene. He is full of worries.

"Why do Raebin have that Hannah whatever?"

"..." Baese won't answer right away.

I am like this...

It is because of my feelings... it is because of this thing that I know will never be given back to me...

I don't know how many time he have seen my shred tears. I would cry but it was never because of Eugene... it is only this time.

"Raebin..."

"Why...?"

Why do I have to be like this?

I cough yet another flower. It just won't stop. It hurts...

"What do you mean why?! Hospital! Let's go! Medicine... we will cure that Hannah kid whatever it is!"

"I already called the company. The car is ready" Ryu Chungwoo added.

They are all worried about me.

"But... there is no medicine as cure... the hospital can't help..."

I smiled bitterly as I mumble those words.

"Then there is still cure other than medicine!? Chungwoo hyung! Sejin hyung!"

I still can't believe it... but I know.

"There is..."

"What is it?! I will find the cure for this Hannah!"

Shaking his head, Bae Sejin have a defeated face.

"It is not tangible. Hananaki will be cured if Raebin was loved back"

That cure... it will never exist.

Because Cha Eugene... to me...

"You mean Love?"

"That is what I know... it is also my first time seeing a condition like that in person..." Baese mumbled.

he will never...

looking at the floor, I hold my neck, wanting to stop the flower from coming out.

"I love Raebin! Is that the cure?!"

"Eugene... it is not like that. A love not as family... not as friend..."

"Chungwoo hyung, a love.... As a lover?"