Wrong To Be His Alpha || Tk 𐤀

🔻 CHAPTER 16🔻

Ziiyi: "You're here." She continues.

Tae: "I am. Where is he?" If his heart has faced the most difficult test of letting the love inside himself die, he will say that was nothing compared to what his heart faces now.

Jungkook is alive, yet like a very imitation of a soulless being. His face has paled a lot, it has changed and thinned way more than what he has ever seen. He looks tired, exhausted and lifeless, unblinking, unmoving. He just sits on the bed gazing at his own palms that are suspended weakly on his lap.

He needs to cry, he needs to shout and mourn for the death of his love of life. But his eyes remain drier than the deserts in the world. Bit by bit, Tae feels his shattered pieces of heart to collapse. He doesn't know how much more his heart can handle. He doesn't know what more his life has for him. But, he is sure Jungkook is suffering. Tremendously.

He had left the house, hoping for them to be happy, but fate brings him misery.

Ambling to the weak one he sits on the bed. Gently, very gently holding the pale hands of the dominant alpha he strokes it with affection. He is never supposed to show his buried feelings to the other. He promises himself that this is the last time he does it. The weak man continues to stare at his pair of palms. As if he has no connection to the mortal world, as if his senses are snatched away and thrown in the pit of ever darkness, his form doesn't obey the wishes to move even the slightest.

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Jk's pov

Lost, helpless, frozen he remains like a statue. Even the breathing seems to be difficult, it hurts to breathe every moment every second. Every heartbeat brings him pain, it breaks him up like a toy. He understands, he is worthless, he is a failure, he doesn't deserve a good life.

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The time passes by in a blink of an eye. The weak alpha is given the food but his refusal comes in silence. Not a single grain is touched. His dark circles remain protruding and dark. Finding no other way the submissive alpha proceeds to feed the other. Even when the food is being brought closer to the other's mouth, his lips disobey the command of parting. Thus, the food remains the same, even after several requests.

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The sun has rose up from the horizon. The sun, being energized after a night's rest continues to carry it's grace and glory with full fledged pride. Contrary to the celestial king to alphas sit in the living room discussing.

"What do you plan on doing tae?" Ziyi tiredly asks the submissive alpha sitting opposite to her. Just two days of stress and her beautiful features seem to be in a battle of not changing. Apparently she was informed of the incident on the day of it's occurence. Late at night she was called and the only words delivered to her ears were, "Everything is finished."

On arriving at her best friend's house after receiving the mysterious call, she had found of what the truth was. There were no tears in her best friend's eyes, no sadness, no pain, they just conveyed desolation. They stated that their owner was tired of life. Jungkook didn't refuse when his parents declared him worthless, useless and crude and inefficient. His form, eyes, words had no grudge when he accepted that he is responsible for what had happened.

His eyes didn't shed tears when yeon was being taken away. It was as if he has lost his capability of showing emotions. Ziiyi would be more than happy to care for Jungkook and bring him under her preservation. But, she has a time limit to every single thing that she can do. She lives abroad and is supposed to return their for her job. She can't stay in the country for long. Judging the present situation, his parents will never accept him. Not now at the least.

So, there is only one option, tae has to take Jungkook in his care. But after the turn of events in their life,she hesitates to ask for it. She knows how much the other has gone through, his sufferings, pains and agonies, everything are known to her. But, before she can suggest her view the decision is given.

Tae: "I will take him home. He needs to be anywhere but here." Ziiyi remains shocked for moments but eventually nods. She rethinks of her best friend's mate to be idiotically good. Too good for his own good. Well, she receives an example of what is heard. She nods and accepts the suggestion. No, it is not a suggestion, it is a firm decision.

Tae has a record of withstanding hardest of life moments. He is the kind of person who never gets tired of sadness and pain. No one but he knows that this decision might lead him to the door of hell. But he has reasons. Jackson's supportive, "Remember you are a social worker." and yeon's pleading tone in, "Be with him when I'm gone" Floats in his mind endlessly.

Another reason lies behind the act. No matter how much you deny the truth, how far you keep it away, even if it is locked up in the most secure place in your heart, it still exists.

This truth is love. This love doesn't give him butterflies in stomach, neither does it make him feel tingles, it doesn't make him smile or happy. It hurts, it hurts a sign the needles are being pierced into his raw skin, it is as if he feels burns on his body, it tears him apart.

Yet, this very contrary feeling is love. It is the magnitude of what and how much you can sacrifice. To him, he just has a very clear reason. He still loves his mate and forever will....

I know I'm writing very lame chapter these days. But don't worry I'll write something good for you all 🤧.