Love You Goodbye - Harry Styles (Fanfic)

~Leslie~ (26)

For as long as I can remember Harry has always been punctual. No matter where he went or how tired he was he always was early or on time so the fact that he was three hours late made me question if something was wrong. I anxiously looked down at my phone. He hadn't responded to my calls or texts. Just as I was about to call him again, I heard the sound of a car engine.

I rolled my eyes, "It's about time." I mumbled to myself and went outside locking my apartment door behind me.

"Hi." I said flatly as I got into the car, but he didn't respond. He kept looking forward at the road. Sunglasses covering his eyes so I couldn't see the tone in them but based on his body language something was off. He never sat that straight. I could see his jawline flexing.

"Rough night?" I asked trying to poke lightly and find out what was wrong.

"Something like that." He said back coarsely.

"Do you want to talk about it?"

"Nope." He said coarsely remaining to stoic for comfort. My curiosity was definitely peaked and I was genuinely concerned. I looked down at my phone casually and clicked on Liams name.

Hey, did you talk to Harry last night?

Why?

Somethings off with him?

We went to a pub.....

So hangover?

Maybe? I wasn't watching how much he drank. Louis was pretty plastered my focus was mainly on keeping him from doing something stupid.

Okay thanks.

I looked back up from my phone and cleared my throat. "Guessing your not going to tell me where we are going today?"

"The beach."

My eyes widened as he actually answered. Glad I chose to wear my comfortable shorts and sweater today. It wasn't perfect beach attire, but it was functional.

"Cool."

He reached over and turned the radio on and turned up the volume. I bobbed lightly to the familiar tune that started to play

if you ever change your mind
and wish you never left me here all alone
i'm sorry, it's too late to try
you should delete my number out of your phone
i'm still broken hearted
and i won't forget
when i've barely covered
the scars that you left
yeah, it nearly killed me
go ask all my friends
i'm just being honest, honest, oh
so if i ever call you when i'm drunk
promise you won't pick up
'cause i don't wanna do this again
and if i'm ever singing where you are
i pray you won't show up
'cause i can't bare to see you again
yeah, if i ever
if i ever, if, if i ever (yeah, if i ever)
if i ever, if, if i ever (oh no)
i know i never said goodbye
but then again, i didn't want you to go
i drive past where we first kissed all the time
and now i never look that side of the road
i'm still broken hearted
and i won't forget
when i've barely covered
the scars that you left
yeah, it nearly killed me
go ask all my friends
i'm just being honest, honest, oh

He suddenly changed the radio station cutting off the song. Something by Halsey began to play and I started to feel anxiety rising in me.

I don't wanna fight right now
Know you always right, now
Know I need you 'round with me
But nobody waitin' 'round with me
Been through the ups
Yeah the ups and the downs with me
Got a whole lot of love
But you don't wanna spread it 'round with me, yeah
Never pick up, never call me
You know we're runnin' out of time
Never pick up when you want me
Now I gotta draw a line
Baby I done, done enough talking
Need to know that you're mine
Baby we done, done enough talking
Gotta be right now, right now
Baby gon' love me now, now, now, now, now, now
Now or never, hey, hey, hey
I want you to hold me down, down, down, down, down, down
Down forever, hey, hey, hey
Said you know I wanna keep you around
'Round forever, hey, hey, hey
I want you to love me now, now, now, now, now, now
Now or never
I'm turnin' off the light right now
I'm callin' it a night now
Wishin' you were 'round with me
But you're in a different town than me
We've been through it all
But you could never spit it out for me
Tryna talk to a wall
But you could never tear it down for me, yeah
Never pick up, never call me
You know we're runnin' out of time
Never pick up when you want me