I know today was the volleyball tournament but I couldn't bring myself to go. I sent Belly a good luck text. I know she was with Jeremiah and Taylor, i know she was okay.
we were sitting on the Dock I was eating my strawberry ice cream my favourite
"are we gonna talk about it are we gonna pretend like it's not real"
"Can we pretend it's not real" I asked hopefully looking up from the ocean and into his eyes
"I think Its passed that point babe"
"I know" i answered, looking down at my hands then I realise I haven't even asked him what he wants, it's been all about what I want.
"What do you want" I asked looking at him.
"This isn't about Me. This is your choice"
"I know.... and thank you for understanding that but i want to know what you think. it does involve you, you know"I told him a small laugh at the end.
he took a breath, thought, for a minute "I think if you decided you wanted to get an abortion. if you thought that it was the best decision for you and we work through it and i would help you every step of the way"
"And if I want to keep it" I was anxious for his answer, scared of what he would say
this time he didn't really need much time to think about it "Then I would try and be the best dad I could be, and we move into a little apartment close to our college and I could take some time off if we needed to, maybe even take a gap year.
tears started coming out of my eyes
"No don't cry I didn't mean to make you cry" he says, wiping the tears from my face
I laughed, smiling "not sad tears con" god i hate pregnancy hormones
"I love you more than anything and I would love our baby more than anything if it's now or if it's in 10 years" he grabbed my hand and held it tightly
"so you'd be okay.... if I decided to keep it"
"Of course I would, It might be hard at first I'm not saying I'm gonna be perfect but I'll try as hard as I can"
"So is it ok"
"is what ok"
I took a big breath, and then looked at him "If we kept it" he smiled "more than okay"
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Secrets and Lies : Conrad Fisher
Romancewhen the oldest conklin and the oldest Fisher have been together for a long as anyone can remember  but what happens when they're both keeping secrets from the other Violet was always the crazy one also not someone you want on your bad side. sh...
