The Devil in my life | BTS JIMIN FF [✓]

EP 24 - FIRST STEP OF CHANGING

|| GYEONG POV ||

"Jimin , come on get out!" I laughed out .

"Fuck no! Bro I look like an old man!" Jimin showed back from the bathroom .

"But it was you who chose that colour!" I chuckled "You wanted to dye your hair like that!"

"Why did I even agree to change my hair?" Jimin fake cried .

"Can you get out now?" I asked .

"NO!" Jimin yelled .

I laughed again "I'll go and get some fresh air outside , when you're done getting ready come , ok? I want to see how you look"

Jimin groaned "Okay!"

I chuckled at his behaviour . It's been 2 weeks since we got back from grandma's house , and I'm not lying when I say I miss her already . I had so much fun with her . She became an important person in my life . She is so special . Grandma calls me every night to ask , how our day went or if I wanted to talk about something . I felt so safe in her love .

Since that day , Jimin started to improve himself , he is sweet , I wonder how could that old Jimin vanish into the air so fast . Mr.J , is still a part of him , I don't blame him , but I'm glad he is trying to keep him inside , not letting him get the best of Jimin who he is now . His criminal life isn't easy to stop either . They're just a part of their lives , that can't leave unless a big amount of time trying to give up on it , but it won't be any much sooner . It's his job . But Jimin promised me that he will try to change himself as good as possible . He wanted to change to start a better life , for a beautiful future , so that is what he is doing .

Changing isn't something easy to do , especially personality , but people around you , the ones who are always by your side , help you , to be the best of yourself . I'm glad Jimin isn't letting himself down . He is keeping himself up .

I was at the garden looking at the beautiful view of flowers infront of me . 

"Babe" Jimin called me .

I turned my head to him and a big smile curled up on my face .

"I look like a fucking grandpa" he laughed as he came close to me .

"No , you look so handsome!" I smiled cupping his face .

"Well...since you like it , I'll keep it" Jimin returned a smile .

"I would have like natural hair but if you like colouring it , it's fine with me" I kissed his cheek .

"Maybe some other time ,  I like to keep this for a while" Jimin said .

Then my smiled dropped slowly .

"Hmm...what's wrong?" Jimin asked confused .

"I love your face but...why does this scar have to be here?" I touch the scar he had on his right eye with my thumb softly .

"I don't care for my physical scars" Jimin said "They may come and go , but emotional scars last forever . I have so many that I never want anymore , they hurt a lot"

"We will heal them together , Jimin . Just please trust me" I said .

He nodded

"This was your first step of changing , changing who you were in the past . No more dark green hair , no more clown face on , only yourself" I said .

"Thank you for not giving up on me , even after...so many things that happened" Jimin looked down .

"Love isn't something you thank , just return the same thing to it and it's satisfied" I said .

"I will always do , only you" he said .

I smiled and kissed him .

"Are ok now? You weren't feeling well these few days" he asked .

"I'm awesome , I took my medicine so everything is ok" I said .

"I'm glad" Jimin said .

I gave him a smile letting him know that I'm ok , but I'm not really that alright . This week I haven't been feeling good , I feel dizzy and my stomach hurts like hell . I threw up a few times but it's not that much . I drink my medicine , the pain goes away for some moments , but it comes back after a few hours . I just don't want him to worry about me as it's just a minor thing , I hope I'll get better in a few days .

TO BE CONTINUED...