The long drive to work helped clear my head, it made me realise that I think the idea of marriage was stupid. Who spends on a fortune on someone that they'll cheat on a week later?
Everybody I had been with prior to Emily, we never thought of marriage, we never even dared to utter the word white unless it had to do with sauce.
To say I was grateful that I didn't see Emily at my work this morning would be an understatement, slouching down in my officer chair...
I was able to keep my head focused on the day in front of me.
That was until I needed some air, god the breeze on my face felt overly needed, almost as if I had been running in the heat and that moment when I stood still, my body had soaked in the cool air.
Watching the world around me almost felt different, almost felt like I was seeing for the first time.
This felt different.
This felt new.
I wasn't in love.
But I loved Emily.
I loved Emily. I moved into her house. I cooked for her. I touched her.
What did Emily do?
Asked to cook for me?
Asked me to spend nights at her house?
I couldn't even remember if she even touched me without me starting first.
STAI LEGGENDO
Reasons Why We Broke Up
Storie d'amoreThe writer of this story breaks down reasons why they believe their relationship with Emily; a cater, broke down. The writer goes through a journey of understanding that love is a two-sided conversation. A/N: Chapter 22 is done that way for a purpo...