Marisa's Pov
It's 10:00 at night and things are running through my head. When I say things you already know I mean Kevin. He just won't leave my mind. Every time I think of something, it'll always go back to kevin. When I was 13 I would write poems and songs, just to, ya know, express my feelings. So that's what I'm doing now.
You are the sun that shines bright throughout my day,
You are the gravity that holds me down in every way.
You are the moon that shimmers throughout my night,
You are stars that glimmer oh so bright.
You are the oxygen that keeps me alive,
You are my heart that beats inside.
You are the blood that flows through me,
You are the only guy I can see.
You have the voice of when a mocking bird sings,
You are my everything.
You are my one and only,
You stop me from being so lonely.
We plan our future as if we have a clue,
I never want to lose you.
I want you to be my husband and I want to be your wife,
I want to be with you for the rest of my life.
I sighed in frustration knowing that me and Kevin would never be together, it just sucks ass. I want him to love me like I love him. I need to know his feelings for me. I grabbed my phone off the coffee table, tapped the facetime button and facetimed him.
K- Kevin
M- Marisa
After a couple seconds of waiting he picked up.
K- Hey Babygirl
M- Heyyy
K- What do you want?
M- Well, I'm bored and I need advice
K- On what?
M- Boys
His face turned red.
K- Who is this boy?
M- None of your business, but I like him, or...err, love him and I want to tell him how I feel but I'm scared it'll ruin our friendship, what should I do?
K- If I didn't know any better..... never mind
M- No say what you were about to say
I think he knows
K- no, but you should tell the guy your feelings for him, you never know he could like/love you back
I sighed, only if he knew it was him.
K- huh? You said mumbled something, but I didn't hear what you said clearly.
M- Nothing
I'm so frustrated, it's not even funny,I'm just going to tell him, come clean, and if he doesn't like me, then that sucks for me. I just have to take it.
I groaned.
M- Kevin
K- yeah?
M- It's you.
K- what's me?
I laughed at his stupidness.
M- Kevin why are you making this so fucking complicatedddd, it's you, I like you!
His face turned pale and he looked like he was about to throw up. What did I just do?
M- ugh, why did I do this
I mumbled to myself.
M- You know what, nevermind forget I just said that, bye
K- Marisa wa-
I turned it off before he could do anything else.
What have I done?
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Omg, this is so short. I'm sorry but I'm lazy asf.
Next chapter will be longer, I promise.
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