Not the Plan

Plan 20

Jongin looked away. "Krystal will be here tomorrow." sagot niya na kinagulat ko. "She called me for lunch."

I frowned and hid my face with a pillow. "Ah." i nodded and bit my lip. Tumalikod ako sakanya saka niyakap yung isa kong unan. "I shouldn't have asked."

I heard the opening and closing of the bathroom door.

I sighed and hugged my pillow tighter. "Bakit ka ba ganyan, Kyungsoo?" bulong ko sa sarili ko. "You shouldn't be feeling hurt!" i shook my head and closed my eyes, trying to think straight.

And yet... i can't.

Noong sinabi ni Jongin yung pangalan ni Krystal, para akong sinuntok sa dibdib. It's a feeling so foreign for me and it doesn't feel nice at all. I feel hurt and betrayed at the same time. Pero bakit ako masasaktan diba?

Ano ba kami ni Kim Jongin?

I closed my eyes and fought the urge to cry. "If this is love," i whispered against my pillow. "I don't want it."

"Where do you want to eat?" tanong ni Suho habang naglalakad kami sa isang building kung saan puno ng restaurants at fast food chains. Andito kami sa pinakamalapit na park sa EXO-A.

I shrugged and looked around. Where would they eat today?

"Hey." Suho called and pinched my cheek. "Are you okay? Lutang ka masyado. If you're not feeling well, i can send you back to your dorm, Kyung."

I looked back at him and he is watching me with concern. "I-i'm fine." i said and gave him a small smile. "I'm super fine, Suho." then i gave him a thumbs up and grinned.