Matthew stared at the mirror in front of him. Oh god, is he going crazy. Would he even know if he is. He was only trying to help. God, help. He can still feel the blood of those people in his hand. Is he back where he was 14 years ago? He was trying to help.
'They still die' his mind whisper back to him.
"I tried" He yelled to the mirror
'Did you really?'
He tried helping them, but he failed. He was trying to help, that is what the hero does. They help. Oh, God is he not a hero. No no Being a hero is his dream. He can still hear their scream.
'You killed them' his mind whisper
"I only want a bit of everything" he said.
'All the time' his mind answers him.
"Just a little bit" he said look at himself.
'All the time and look where it got you.'
