Ch 22. confess

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Gabriel

"Please don't cry okey" I whispered on her ear and let her rest her head on my shoulder while I was stroking her hair or her hand
"I just can't do this...." "it's so hard" "why relationships are so hard" she said and started crying
"Please don't do this to me...don't cry..it's just a picture" "it's just rumors" "We are together in this" I said and kissed her
"Promise me that you will never leave me alone" she said and looked at me with glossy eyes from crying
"Promise...I'm not letting you go" I said and gave her an other kiss

We were sitting on the back seats so no one could see us
Then Nathan turned his head and said
"Enough with this melodrama...I got bored of it..we are in NY and you are crying?" He said
"When you will stop being jerk and get a heart" Amelia asked ironically
Before Nathan could reply we reached at our destination

It was an other restaurant a little outside from NYC and it was looking like a palace
And when you entered the building in had huge marble stairs that was probably leading to the huge balcony that the building had

The place was beautiful but the people that we were with ruined the atmosphere
We were forced to sit in the same table with the whore....I meant Vanessa and her minions

The whole night they were talking shit about Amelia and I'm still questioning how I kept myself from punching her plastic ass face

"Yeah...I'm not feeling well I'm going to the balcony" Amelia said
I got up but then Amelia stopped me
"Alone" she said and got up the stairs
"Ohh the princess doesn't want her prince charming anymore" Vanessa said
"OH shut up...you speak like you are in middleschool" Aurora said and rolled her eyes

Time was passing really quickly and Amelia was still not here
"I'm going up" "when it's time to leave call me" I said to Nathan
"Go save your princess" Vanessa said and started laughing
"Fuck you" Charlotte said and got up with Aurora and went to another table

I got to the balcony and saw Amelia just sitting there doing nothing
When I saw her my heart filled with feelings that I had never felt before
"You can stay if you want" Amelia said and looked at me
When we made eye contact I realized that she was crying and no one was there to comfort her
I had to come up here with her from the first place
I'm so stupid
"You don't have to be sorry, it's not your fault" she said

"No it actually is" "I was the one that was got obsessed and dragged you to all this" "I never learned to control my feelings...I guess that's why I never learned how to truly love someone" I said and lit a cigarette that I had in my pocket

"Actually I was more obsessed with you that you could imagine" "I was obsessed with you for 3 years...but you never gave me the attention I wanted and you mentally destroyed me" "that's why I was negative at first and made my trust a deal" "But I always knew what I wanted" "what I wanted was to be with you and only you" she said and kissed me

"I didn't knew I was that handsome that a girl like you would like me" I said and laughed
"Imagine how better the life would be if I saw how beautiful you were earlier" I said
"Wait you thought I wasn't pretty" she said and took my cigarette
"Actually I wasn't pretty at all so I understand you" she said and took a puff of my cigarette

"I never knew you smoked" I said
"I never knew you were so obsessed with me" she replied and I took the cigarette from her
I took a puff and exhale the smoke to her mouth while kissing her
"God I love you" she said and smiled
"You don't know how perfect you are" I said and kissed her
"I guess I know now" she said and her cheeks turned red
"That's the girl I love" I said

Love is such a strong word but if it's used correctly it was be so powerful for both people
And the word "Love" is not the only thing that I want to tell her
She deserves so much more than just "I love you"

"WE ARE LEAVING" Nathan yelled from the stairs
"This human appears at the worst moments" I said
"Talk to be about it" she said and laughed

That night something changed to the way I see her
She was so peaceful but at the same time her energy was so powerful
She made me fall in love with her more
And I'm betterment to keep her with me even if she doesn't want me
I will give her anything....everything
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Author's note

Ik that a lot of people don't like that Gabriel shows so many feelings while Amelia is more cold
But Amelia After what he did to her she is still in the healing process

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