Ch 5. disaster

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Amelia


During Spring Break I didn't talk to him at all, not even on Instagram

The only conversation that we had was if I should present our history presentation or him

After The Break he acted like he didn't knew me at all

Not that I cared what he was doing...
Maybe I cared a little bit

Until the end of the year Gabriel was only hanging out with this popular girls and their trashy boyfriends

I don't say that the girls are not pretty or anything but some of them have the worst character in the whole planet
Talking from experience.....

That summer I realized that I had to do something just for him to notice me

So I started changing my insta profile, the way my hair looked, tried out different outfits and I even changed my personality

At the end of the summer I was really happy with the results, on the other hand Charlotte, Aurora and Luna where confused because they didn't know why I did all this

To convince them I just told them that I needed a change

But this change had consequences

I stopped eating and developed eating disorders because I needed to be pretty and skinny like this popular girls that he is alway looking at

I was trying to be someone else so bad that I started loosing my true self

And I was only 14

I didn't knew what I was doing

But I didn't care at all because the new school year started at less that a week and I could finally see him again

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Author's note

Hey everyone, ik that I'm doing major time skips and 14 is a really young age
But this story is developed around things that I had passed through my life and I think they are important for the character development

Ik that is boring sometimes but trust me few more chapters and we enter high school

Tysm for reading <3

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