♡𝓣𝓱𝓮 𝓥𝓲𝓵𝓵𝓪𝓲𝓷 𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝓨𝓪𝓷𝓭𝓮𝓻𝓮 ♡ ||Mute!Yandere male x Reader

[6]

Putting away the mop, you thought about how you would be able to even assassinate your sister. Sure, you could get Akuto to bash her head off, but you currently were probably already on his list to kill eventually since you pretty much treated him like he wasn’t even there. Even though you didn’t have to do much to gain some of his trust, you were pretty sure that that was all gone now after you had run away from him.

Earlier when you were wandering through the halls, you were eventually found by the Head Maid when you were walking through the halls and she forced you to come and help out the other maids with chores unfortunately.

You haven’t seen Akuto or your sister since you were taken into the large sitting area to clean, which gave you a chance to think, but you couldn’t help but feel suspicious since your sister would visit the maids whenever she would come visit you. That's how she eventually developed her ‘angel’ image and became known in the palace, because she helped the maids. Pathetic, right?

No one questioned you about Akuto’s whereabouts, but to be honest, it was better that way. If it stayed that way, then you wouldn’t have to make up a lie or explain everything that had happened about three hours ago. 

You thought about it for a bit and realized that Akuto was your only hope and your only chance of getting out of here, so you’ve decided that you would apologize to him later. 

You still didn’t want to be fed by him, but if that was the only way to obtain his odd way of friendship, then you would do it. 

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Finally, it was dinner time. Which meant that you could go into Akuto’s room and apologize for your ‘actions’. Even though you would be the one saying you were in the wrong, you knew it wasn’t true. To be honest, you weren’t sorry at all. You personally thought that he was in the wrong and that he should be the one apologizing, not you. 

“Go give this to Mr. Hiroshi.”
You annoyingly stared back at the annoying butler that you didn’t even bother to learn the name of. 

You snatched the tray away from him and glared at him a little. Even though the butler was trying to be polite, you felt like he was looking down at you with the way he was ordering you around. 

“I know that already.”
Walking over to the door and opening it, you suddenly felt a strong weight weigh down on your chest. Was it anxiety? Was it fear? You didn’t know, however you couldn’t be getting nervous over a simple apology. 

Making your way over to the Butler’s dorms, you thought about your childhood. It was kind of insane since you’ve never had to apologize to anyone. It was always the other person that was in the wrong. Now look at you. Your uncle would be proud to know that you’re changing your ways, but in reality, this was all for survival. Have you really changed that much? Because if it were you a year ago, you would rather drink cheap tea made by peasants than admit that you were the one in the wrong. 

Due to your background and the way you were raised, to be saying sorry to someone now was odd. How do people apologize anyway? Do they just say sorry and the other person accepts?

You thought about the maids and butlers that had worked for you in the past. They were always bowing down to you and babbling about something you didn’t really care about. Would it be  weird to be formal with Akuto? The annoying butler said ‘Mr. Hiroshi’ so it wouldn’t be weird, right..? To be honest, you weren’t sure. 

Your footsteps got quieter as you neared Akuto’s room. You didn’t want him to know that you were there yet since you wanted to collect yourself before you knocked on the door. Once again you were feeling nervous. Why? You were never the nervous type, even around your ex-husband..