Gangsta Luv

Disagreement

"I think it's best if you leave , you don't know what you want" I say trying not looking at him.

"Okay" he scoffs walking pass me and taking up his keys.

I don't think he knows what he want.

I close the door behind him as he walks through it.

He doesn't look back at me.

Zaidan POV

2:30 pm

"Uncle" my nephew run comes over to me .

"Wah gwan bad boy" I say to him smiling down at him.

"How yuh big up suh youth" my uncle says walking towards me.

"Yuh live inna gym" he adds.

Since I came back to jamaica I haven't even got to hit the gym.

I chuckle and shake my head.

My mom then comes out of the house and stands by the door looking at me.

My mom is the most beautiful big woman mi know and mi nah say dat cause a my mada.

She's known as Indian in St.Thomas.

I walk up to her and wraps my arms around her hugging her gently.

"Mi one son" she says smiling up at me .

"When last you spoke to your father ?" She asks me.

I grew up with my mom and dad but they got divorced when I was 17.

My dad is a very wealthy man and well known in St .Thomas but since he went away he left the title to me .

We spoke here and there but not all the time since he has a whole family in America now.

Mi a big man now suh mi nah medz dat still.

My mind drifts off to Leah.

I just seem to can't get her off my mind.

Mi a pree har from wah day yah and mi feel like di b nah move right.

"Uncle are you rich?...Gabby said your rich" my nephew asks.

"Me tell yuh dat" my cousin says chuckling.

"Weh yah tell di youth say ?" I ask her narrowing my eyes at her then shaking my head.

I've been in St.Thomas since 2 and it's now 6 chatting and drinking with my family.

I tell them all their goodbyes and walk towards my car.

I enter the car and drives off.

I check my phone.

3 missed calls .

3 messages from 2 chats.

Nothing important to me.

"You don't know what you want"

What Leah said earlier just keeps replaying in my head.

Maybe she thinks me and Tash and is into something .

Affi guh mek all she stay far from mi now to enuh.

My phone starts ringing .

When I look at it it's Blackman.

9:25 pm

"Weh yah drink" I ask her.

I think she said her name was Crystal.

"I'll have a pina colada" she says staring me down.

"A pina colada deh mi general" I say to the bartender.