Secrets Pierre Gasly

Chapter 38

Sarah's POV

I slowly open my eyes my, slight headache from last night's shots, I turn to roll on my back but I just feel the arm around me grip me stronger pulling me closer with a low groan. I wriggle myself free well at least freer from his grasp turning around to face him, and there he was, It wasn't a dream, the memories quickly flash back into my mind instantly waking the butterflies up in my stomach, his eyes flutter open "Good morning" he says lowly with incredibly hot morning voice which makes me shiver "Hey" I smile at him, he soothes a strand of my hair behind my ear. "Sarah I-" "No, not just yet please, let's just stay in this trance just a little longer" I whisper not feeling ready to have the conversation we both knew we have to have soon. "But-" before he could even finish his sentence I just roll on top of him straddling his lap

"It's my birthday and Do you really want to talk right now Gasly?" I ask putting my hand on his chest. He lets out a little chuckle while his hands grab onto my thighs "Maybe not" he smiles sitting up to pull me into a kiss after a little make-out session I push him back onto the bed "You are killing me woman" he growls as he feels my hips grind against his lower half, I let out a chuckle my fingers tracing over his abs, his eyes travel over my body, his hand reaches to my stomach once again his fingers trace over the scar, "You never told me Ollie was a C-section baby" he says quietly, I take a little breath. "I-It was an emergency c-section, his breathing and his heart were showing some abnormalities and they decided he needs to be out as soon as possible," I tell him quietly my fingers tracing circles onto his side. "The scar never healed properly because I- because I didn't rest with it at all, so now I am stuck with this horrendous scar forever" I continue quietly not looking up at him.

I feel him shuffle under, and he takes my face between his hands "I think it's the most beautiful thing in the world" he whispers "Just proving to everyone how incredible you are" he whispers tugging a hair behind my ear. "You have been raising such an incredible boy, he is magic" he pauses "Because of you" I feel tears well up in my eyes "I am sorry Mon Ange, I was such an idiot, I- I am sorry for leaving you" he continues as he creases my cheek. "I won't ever leave you, not unless you want me to" he wipes my rolled dow tear "I know I wasn't here before but I am here now" he whispers leaning closer to me and pressing a kiss on my forehead "Deal?" he asks me I nod quickly "Deal," I say smiling pulling him into a kiss which quickly turns into a make-out session once again and before I know it Pierre flips us over 

I let out a little giggle, he hovers over me kissing me, and my hands run down his side exploring his skin all over he slips into me making me arch my back against his chest as he swallows my moans with a kiss my hands grip onto his back when the bedroom door opens "Happy birth- OMFG!" I hear Charles yells after something hits the floor, Pierre basically jumps off the bed landing on the ground with a loud thud while I try to pull the cover onto myself quickly as possible looking up at the door where my brother is standing turned away from me and next to him, my best friend laughing "Fuck I-" I mumble "I am gonna go wash my eyes" Charles says walking away quickly, Lau just laughs even harder closing the door behind her. I look down at Pierre with seer panic written on my face, he looks up at me while rubbing his lower back, "We should get dressed" I say quickly getting out of bed.

"You good?" I ask Pierre after we both get dressed well since Pierre's shirt was somewhere behind the couch he was still half naked "Yeah, just didn't land right, but I don't think I will be okay much longer" He gulps eyeing the door, I nod opening the door to see Charles standing next to the kitchen counter clearly waiting for us to come out instantly. "Why are you still not dressed?" He asked pointing his finger at Pierre, who starts blubbering before quickly waddling his way to his shirt trying to put it on as quickly as possible resulting in him connecting the wrong buttons, but since Charles was eyeing him pretty strongly he just gave up. "Well you two are going to have to share because, well I didn't expect Sarah to have company" Charles mutters putting my favorite doughnuts in front of me as we sit down at the table

"Okay, you two, want to explain whatever we just walked in on?" Charles asks lifting his eyebrows, while I take a doughnut taking it in half and handing one to Pierre. "Well you know there is a thing people do for fun when they get naked and enjoy each other's body," I say with a grin plastered over my face, while Pierre next to basically just chokes on the bite he just took. While Charles rolls his eyes, "You are not funny Sarah" he says sternly to me, "I think I have good humor tho" I say while patting Pierre on the back a few times trying to make sure he doesn't die. "Sarah" Charles clears his throat again while standing up. "Leclercses, now," he says walking into Laura's room, "Make sure he doesn't die?" I say to Laura as I stand up. "To be completely honest, can't promise you that" she murmurs "L!" but she just shrugs, I send an apologetic look to Pierre before following Charles into the room

I close the door behind me and sit down next to him on the bed "What the hell Sarah?" he asks me quietly. "I love the guy but really? Or did you two finally talk it out?" he asks looking at me, I just shake my head "Not yet," I say shooting my eyes down  "S why? What, He shows up a couple of times and you are back in his arms?" He asks me pissed, I knew he was angry at Pierre for what he did but didn't know this much "Wha-, Charles you were the one who basically begged me to tell him about Ollie now you are mad at me for hanging with him?" I ask him now me getting pissed too. "Yes because he deserved to know he had a son but no way in hell I wanted you to get back with him!" he raises his voice again "We are not back together!" I yell back, "But you fucking slept with him!" "Yes, I did! Omg, Charles, I am 24 fucking years old I can make my own decision!" I yell at him, but he just stared at me "Why is so wrong that I slept with someone?" I ask him annoyed

"It's not about you sleeping with someone, it's that you slept with him again," He says now lowering his voice "I don't want you to get hurt by him again S, and frankly I don't believe I could ever forgive him, I still trying hard not to kill him right now." He says looking forward at the wall "Charles" I sigh grabbing onto his hand "No, S, you are always going to be my little sister and I just do not want you to get hurt by him again" he says "And more importantly, I don't want to lose you again" he says squeezing my hand "You won't lose me again okay? I am not going anywhere, and I might be your little sister but I can fight my own battles" I say squeezing his hand back, "I don't know what is going on between me and P, but I will handle it okay? No matter what he is going to be a part of my life, he is the father of my beautiful boy, we just need some time to adjust to everything" I say, he nods "Still can't promise that I won't kill him" he said making me chuckle, "I think you have to get in line for that" I laugh

He stands up pulling me into a thigh hug, "Just make sure you are happy okay?" he whispers in my ear I nod kissing his cheek before walking back to the table. P looks at me with a questioning face but I just shake my head grabbing onto another doughnut. "I hope you two at least used protection this time," Laura says earning a glare from me. "Shut up" she just laughs at me "Just asking, you two sorta have a 3-year-old walking proof of not being careful," she says holding out her arms probing her point, "I am on the pill, L" I remind her "Okay, okay, just had to make sure, I love being auntie L but no need for another mini Leclerc," she says and all of us let out a chuckle "Okay, so, before I had the bad luck of seeing some things I never wanted to," Charles says glaring at us "We wanted to tell you to get ready for your birthday surprise, mom is almost here with Arthur, Enzo, and Ollie, it's me who you can thank for not letting them all wake you up btw" 

I duck my head between my shoulders at the thought of my entire family especially my well our son walking in on us. "Anywho, get dressed we have a whole day planned with surprises for you," Charles says I get up to get back to my room "Mate" Charles calls out to Pierre, "Here" he tosses him a shirt, "I assume you are joining us now, right?" he asks while not really asking, Pierre quickly nods following me to my room earning a disapproving glare from Charles "Charlie!" I call him out before closing my door behind me. I take a step into my room looking at Pierre who looks very unsure of what to do now. "Well, I guess you are stuck with me today?" I chuckle nervously.

"Could be worse" he smiles turning to the mirror to change.

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