Change My Mind- Zayn and Harry Fan Fiction

Over Again

You couldn't stop yourself from dreaming about Harry's lips touching yours. The image wouldn't leave your head no matter how much you wanted it to go. Good that Zayn can't see what is going through your mind otherwise he would break up with you straight away. Your mind was the only part of your body which desired Harry's presence and his lips all over again.

"What are you thinking about babe? You look like you're in a world full of magical unicorns! Now, tell what is it that my girlfriend is thinking about?" Zayn said to you while he kissed your neck. Why does he have to be so irresistible? As you lay there Zayn was trying to make you look at him. You kept on pretending that you're sleeping until Zayn started to tickle you. 

"What are you doing Zayn?" you shouted at him through your giggles. He was such a great boyfriend and you're just here; the girlfriend who kissed his friend behind his back. The thing you have done Zayn is unforgivable. He is a loyal boyfriend and you are just acting like a prostitute. You can't deny the fact that you thought of all of the boys- Niall, Harry, Liam, Louis.... you are playing with Zayn's feelings without actually noticing. 

"Tell me what you're thinking of and I'll stop!" Zayn replied to you still not stopping tickling you. 

"I was thinking of you and how ugly you are!"

"Take that back now or I'll carry on tickling you!"

"Never!"

"Ok then, you wanted it." 

"Nooo Zayn stop! Ok I take it back, I take it back!" 

"Good girl! Now go and make me a sandwich."

"What do you say?"

"Please go and make me a sandwich?"

"Good boy." 

You wanted to be with Harry so badly but you wanted to stay with Zayn as well. Who will you pick? You have to think about this more because, what if Harry only wants to use you and you thought he wanted to be with you in a relationship? You start to get off the bed to go and make Zayn some breakfast. He grabs your wrist and says: "Seyma wait. I just want you to know that I love and that I always will no matter what you look like. You will always be beautiful to me. I just want you to remember that." Why was he making  your decision even harder for you? His love and kindness is too powerful to make you leave him. You can't do this to him. He just said to you that he loves you and you're going to leave him? No not yet. You have to think about it properly.

*1 hour later*

"My mum wanted me to come to her house today to help her with the barbeque- do you want to come?" Zayn asked you before he left.

"Yeah I'll come. Who else is coming?" you asked Zayn. If Harry is going to be there you will just have to act normal like nothing happened between you two.

"Um, my family and the boys." Zayn replied to you before you could say anything else. "Ok. Stop asking me questions and go and get changed into some shorts because it's really hot outside. Hurry up though, I'm not waiting  5 hours for you." 

"Ok deal. 10 minutes." you shouted back to Zayn while you were running up the stairs to get changed. You opened your wardrobe and wondered what you're going to wear. Perfect. A pair of your 3-coloured shorts with a tank top and a pair of white sandals. You put your hair up in a messy bun since you had no time. You quickly put on make-up to just cover your little blemishes. You looked alright. Zayn's mum already saw you in a bad state when you stayed over at their house when you were dating Zayn for about a year. 

"I'm coming!" You shouted from yours and Zayn's bedroom. You started running down the stairs to see that Zayn wasn't there. You were worried about if he has already left the house. You have to go outside to see for yourself. To your relief Zayn didn't leave yet. He was sitting inside the car waiting for you. You  opened the car door and sat down in the passanger seat right next to Zayn.

"Let's go or we'll be late." 

"Ok boss." Zayn said to you jokingly.

*20 minutes later*

You saw a familiar car on the driveway- it's Harry's. You had a mini-heart attack when you saw Harry coming out of his car in his black 'Rolling Stones' t-shirt and his black skinny jeans paired with a pair of black raybans of his. You saw so many pictures of Harry in this outfit and every time you saw a new picture your heart would stop beating for a few seconds so that you have enough time to admire him. Your heart did the same thing again. You admired his muscular arms closing his car door. His whole body was perfect. His shiny curls bounced when he walked towards you and Zayn. Oh no. What if he will tell Zayn about what happened between you and him yesterday? All you can do now is pray that he will not say anything....