Pranking One Direction

Broken

"Why couldn't he have just let me die!!!!!!!!!" I yell as the door slams shut.

"Amelia calm down" Perrie says

"Calm down? You want me to calm down? Do you know how hard it is to live five years of your life living with depression? Living with knowledge that your dad left you because he didn't love you? Knowing that your mom died while saving your life? Having to lose your best friend because of some drunk driver? Having to deal with the hate everyday and getting critised about your past? So.Don't.Fucking. Tell.Me.To.Calm.Down" I say. I see the tears falling from her eyes.

"AMELIA!!!!" Eleanor yells.

I look at her.

"Amelia maybe we haven't had to deal with everything you've had to deal with but we deal with the hate too. But we know you get it worse because of this" she says holding up my arm "But this has to stop"

"I know" I say

"Look at me" she says

I look at her and see her eyes watering.

"You have a wonderful fiance you have four boys that look at you as their little sister you have Danielle Perrie and I that look at you as a sister. So maybe you've dealt with more crap then us but we know about the hate and we're here to help you. We know your not doing this to get sympathy so we're not going to give you much. You need help. Your getting married in a week and you cant be wearing scrubs with guards ready to sedate you at any minute" she says

"I know. Don't you think I need help? Ive needed help since I was fifteen. I got some but it didn't help. Then I just sucked it up and dealt with it. I met you guys and I felt happier. But I need help" I say more tears coming out.

"Amelia look Zayn is pissed at the fans Niall is blaming himself and Harry and Louis and Liam are a bit of both....they need to be strong for you but you also need to be strong for them" she says

"I know" I sigh

"Good. Now I know you don't want to go see a psychiatrist so....how about us girls get together once a week and talk. Talking helps" she says

"Sounds good to me" I say

"Us too" Danielle says

"Girls come here" I say holding out my arms. They come over and we have a group hug.

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"Guys she's broken so bad and its all my fault" I say

"Niall its not your fault the fans have to be cruel" Liam says rubbing my back

"Niall she's going to be okay" Harry says

"Yeah I mean she made it through five years of everything she's not going to let one little set back get to her" Louis says

"But guys yes she's lived with it before but this is her first time...who's to say she wont try again?" I ask

"True" Louis says

"We make sure she doesn't do it again" Liam says

"How do we do that?" Harry asks

"Simple.We make her feel loved. Show her that we will make it better." Liam says

"We've tried that" Harry says

"We just have to try better" Liam says

"She is a broken girl that needs help she needs love she needs care. I'm willing to give that to her and make her better" I say

"Good. Now show her that" Liam says

"I have" I say

"No Niall you haven't you don't talk about her past because it scares you. You don't know things about her. You love her yes but you don't show it. You did before but now you don't. Your scared if you do your going to end up hurt or end up hurting her. Ever since that day. Niall I can tell you still don't trust her. You and I both know that nothing happened that night but you still don't trust her to show her love. And that my friend doesn't help the fact that the fans say you don't love her." Zayn says. Speaking for the first time in a long time.