All the compliments are lies to me
Lies
But what's true
Is the hate
All the hate that I've made for myself
All the hate that everyone has towards me
Even if it's just a little resentment
Even if I'm their worst enemy
The hate is still there
Nagging. Pushing
It just won't stop
I tried!
I tried to ignore it
But I'm not strong enough
What can I do to make myself stronger?
To treat the scars and heal the pain
Do I need better clothes?
Do I need to dress like you?
But not copy you at the same time?
Do I need more makeup?
Do I need to continue to hide behind this wall of products?
I hope it's not that way
I wish it was simpler
Doesn't love do the trick?
It doesn't
I have love
I have hugs and kisses and care
But I still don't belive them
Don't belive this love
I want to be the best I can be
But everyone is better
But hey!
That's life!
No room for love but plenty space for hate
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My Poems
PoetryInspiration sources at random times From dawn to dusk My mind whirls with thoughts Ideas embedded onto paper and screens Memories captured within words As time progresses So does my talent Words form into poesies Poesies form into poetry And poetry...