love will tear us apart- robin buckley

30.

| friday

mels pov:
it was a chill day, i went out for lunch with my mom, dustin, and steve, we all go out to eat every once in awhile but it had been forever since the last time we had so it was nice

after lunch i had gone to eddies and stocked up on weed and joints, and hung out with him

it was now 6pm and robin was over

"okay so.. i may or may not have gotten some more stuff" i said to getting out of my bed, "stuff?" robin asked, i pulled out my small
box that had a lock on it and twisted it open, "stuff" i repeated, showing her my stock

"feeling like tonights sleepover should be a part 2 of our last, but tomorrow wont be a bad day" i said smiling, "im totally in" robin said, "sick" i smiled

"but we gotta wait to smoke because its too early, it doesnt hit the same when the suns still out" i said "wanna watch a movie?" i asked, "sure!" robin smiled, i put a disc into the living room tv (that i had dragged into my room) playing some horror movie

i went back onto the bed and snuggled up next to robin, our skin touching, leaning my head on her shoulder as she interlocked my hand with hers, "you make me feel safe" i whispered, robin just smiled
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it was now around midnight and we had just spent our hours watching movies, eating snacks, gossiping, holding hands, and having a good time

"wanna smoke now?" i asked, "please" robin replied, i walked over to my door, twisting the lock, robins eyes went a tad bit wider, "just in case" i whispered, answering her thoughts

pulling out the joint and lighting it, inhaling it and blowing out, slipping it in between robins fingers, the same fingers that had bulky rings wrapped around them, i bit my lip as i got ontop of her so i was straddling her, my in between us as i popped my knuckles

robin inhaled the drug, leaving it there for a second before turning her head to blow it out

i smiled

i loved this girl

we passed the joint back and forth to each other a couple more times, i felt the drug and so did robin, i could see her eyes becoming red

i giggled, "can you feel it?" i asked, "yes" robin giggled

inhaling the smoke burned my throat just a tiny bit but it felt so good, "here you go m'lady" i joked with the joint still in my hand, watching her ringed hand lift up twards mine, pulling it in between her fingers and lifting it twards her soft lips

i missed her lips

"we're wasting smoke" i said, robin pulled the joint away, "huh?" she said, not letting any of the smoke that was inside her get away, i took the joint out of her hand, and placed it on the ashtray, i put my hands onto her chin lifting her face up and leaned in super close to her lips

"blow" i whispered, she blew the smoke into my mouth as the smoke lingered around us, i pulled away, "see?" i said smiling, picking up the joint and putting it in between robins lips as her mouth was dropped open slightly, her lips closed as she blowed more smoke into her

we had just finish the joint and now i was straddling robin ontop of my bed i was just admiring her freckles, "hey mel?" robin whispered, "hmm?" i hummed