"No, Luke" I cry out as I try to pull him down with me "Come with me, please" And he softly smiles my heart dropping as I know he would stay behind.
"Follow the vent down until you see the light, it will guide you into the garden, there's a hole out at the end of the wall, it's a way out of here. You'll end up on a road, find the nearest gas station and call my mom" My mind can't comprehend the words as the whole world seemed to go all in slow motion
"Why are you doing this?" I cover my mouth as I try to fught the urge to scream at him to come with me.
"They say when you love someone." He pauses "You put their feelings before yours" He shrugs kissing my lips softly his trembling against mine. The dark room was hard to see his glowing face as his dirt blonde hair started to fall in between his eyes, this moment feeling like another
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"Luke, how do you even like me" I cry as he sits in front of me gently stroking my hair and tucking some behind my ear. He frowns as his eyes flicker between my eyes and lips.
His hair is dripping wet from the rain outside and he takes my bandaged arm as he kisses both of them.
"I don't even like myself." I looking down at my bleeding arms and tears start to fall from my face.
Luke frowns as he adjusts himself onto the bed as he focuses his eyes on mine, he doesn't want to blink and I don't either as we both stare at each other
"I love you" he blurts out and his cheeks redden as mine seem to do the opposite, I feel pale.
"I-I" the words fumble in my mouth not knowing what to say, afraid he'd turn away and leave.
"It's okay if you don't love me back, but don't tell me I don't, because I do, and I mean it" I don't know if he's being serious or not but his eyes say everything. He speaks slowly and carefully as he continues "I never thought I could ever feel this way, the truth is. I'm scared to Bella. I'm so fucking scared of what you would to yourself, and I always ask why. You're so blinded to see how beautiful and pretty you are..you don't realize it" I'm crying at this point as he speaks softly his voice hushed
"Don't ever listen to your dad, it was never your fault for your mom dying Bells, don't hurt yourself." he caresses my cheek as his eyes start to fill up with tears
"I don't think you realize it, but when you hurt yourself, it fucking hurts me more. It makese feel that I'm not good enough for you to be happy, that you're never happy with me, and that's the problem. I can't get away from you, I need you to be my happy. I love -"
"I love you too." I say quietly and his words stop as he looks at me dumbfounded let then he grins. Thats when I knew he was my happy too.
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"Where oh where could those two star crossed lovers be?!" Ashton's voice boomed through the vents as I put my hand over mouth from crying. I keep crawling then stop when I hear Luke, my heart stops as I finally hear his voice strong for the first time
"My name is Luke asshole"
"I've been wanting to do this for so long. But they didn't let me lay a finger on you" There's a loud crash and I can't bare to hear anymore I keep crawling from everything as I try to block their voices out.
"Ronnie they'll catch us!" I hear hush whispers from one of the vents
"We only took six pillows and a couple blankets, who cares Cass?"
I recognize the two from the cafeteria, the odd couple, everyone thinks they're lunatics for thinking they came in together as a couple in the before life but in all truth they just arrived at the same time.
"Hurry, make a pillow fort!" A smile tugs form my lips as I start to remember, flashes of bright blue cross my mind.
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"Bella! No girls aloud!" Michael sticks his tongue out as I roll my eyes
"Yeah Bella! No girls!" Luke sticks his head out of the little pillow window Michael and him made as I lick one of the walls down
"We just got that one to stand up!" Michael groaned picking up the one pillow
"You're 18 and still making pillow forts?!" I groan jumping myself onto the opposite couch. The two idiots giggled as they started throwing snacks from the inside at me, their voices getting groggy at the amount of laughter they were having.
"C'mon Belle, I can make an exception," Luke winks at me and I just scoff rolling my eye-
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My body suddenly comes in contact with the hard floor, me falling high from the ceiling vent, my whole front part is swelling as the pain starts to sting, and I feel broken, literally.
My body can barely move as I try to get up, a sound of footsteps in front of me, my head is spinning as I hear voices, then I could look up.
I'm speechless, am I dead? Is this real? He runs his fingers through his now black hair, Michael. Why aren't you helping me?
I can't seem to speak, my words are all fumbled up, my front seems to be pounding in pain as I roll over, another figure beside Michael bending over.
"Bella, remember me?" His tone so mad-like
My eyes start to fill up with tears as I look up at him then to Michael, he looks away as I look back up at him
"D-Dad?" (A/n no it is not Ashton)
THE END
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