TRIGGERWARNING (The Less Intense Version)

CHAPTER TWENTY ASH

Wednesday

7:54 am

Oh shit, I had overslept and now I had to hurry to get to school. I ran downstairs ate an orange and ran out of the door. Dressed in my all-day clothes I ran as fast as I could. At the bus station I actually still caught the bus. As I sat down, I saw David again, I hugged him super tight, and we started talking. After a bit of time, we arrived at school and went into class, we even held hands. I was melting from cuteness, and I think David saw me blushing all the time. As we sat down the teacher already came in, she told us that she was disappointed. Then I remembered the maths exam, I was scared since we were about to get it back. David was just laughing all of the time because he had missed it. I was shaking and panicking because of the exam, then David sis the sweetest thing. He put his hand on my thigh and just stayed still. That was so calming that I stopped shaking, even though I didn't really want to because then he would take his hand away. As I had stopped bouncing my leg the whole time, he kept his hand there, it was just so calming, and I felt so loved. After that shaking experience, the teacher handed out our exams, she just looked at me and went away as I received mine. I looked at it and was shocked, I had 4/15 points. Now my mom would behead me. I showed it to David, and he hugged me, then he told me everything was going to be fine, and I should just come over to him after showing it to my mom. I hoped that I would still be alive after that, well I was wishing for the best. The next period would be Russian, I was excited for that. We didn't have it as a main lesson, but it was an extra from our school. We all got to choose one language to learn for the rest of the year. Today would be the first lesson and I was already prepared. The lesson went quite well, just the letters were a little tricky at first, but I managed to do it. Afterwards we had PE, oh lord I hated PE. It was not the course itself; it was our teacher. He had the girls and the boys as a coach and there were rumours spreading that he had been touching girls during PE. No one really believed that, but he still was a little bit creepy. Today we played Volleyball with the girls, one of them (I think her name was Naomi) was always looking at her wrists after she had forearm passed the ball. I was already asking myself that in earlier lessons, "Why does she always wear long sleeves?" Now I had my answer. After the lesson I went up to her and told her that she could talk to me when she needed to. She thanked me and I was happy. Maybe that gave her another straw. I went back to class with David, and we talked about the afternoon. The rest of the school day went by as always and as I got onto the bus home the fear of mom's reaction caught me again. I was hoping that she wouldn't hit me or anything. At home I placed the exam on the able and put a note next to it saying: "Sorry or the bad grade, I'm at David's house studying." I immediately ran to David, as I arrived there I was out of breath. Avid was sitting in the garden and we went inside together. His mom and dad weren't there so we went upstairs immediately. We sat on his bed and talked about school, then he went to grab some nachos and we watched heartstopper. I turned to him after some time, then it happened. He turned my face even more towards him and kissed me. I of course kissed back; this was the best feeling since along time. As we finished kissing, he just hugged me tight, and we continued watching the show. Oh lord I was so in love with this dude I can't.