TRIGGERWARNING (The Less Intense Version)

CHAPTER ELEVEN MAYA

Thursday & Friday

As I got out of the house, I took all of my confidence and went to the bus. I was on the way to Kyle, my crush for an eternity, and he had invited me. I got on the bus and tried to remember the stop I had to get out on. As the stop came, I stood up with shaky legs and got off the bus. Kyle was already waiting for me, but not with "The Boys" but just him. And then something indescribable happened, he kissed me. I got off the bus and he fucking kissed me. I blushed and looked into his eyes in a mix of confusion and love. He glared at me and casually told me: "Lets go, home, shall we?" Uhm, didn't he just kiss me, and now he just told me to go with him. I didn't know what to do so I just asked him: "Did you really just kiss me? Don't you have a girlfriend?" He smiled again and said: "I am the school playboy; do you really think Avery is the only girl I fancy?" I didn't have a problem with him kissing me at all, actually it was the thing I've been having fake scenarios about the past couple of months. We walked for a bit, and shortly before we arrived at his house, he asked me: "Maya, do you want to be my girlfriend. Of course, I won't tell Avery, and I hope you wont either." I stuttered: "O-of course I would like to be your girlfriend." I couldn't believe my ears, the hottest guy ever just asked me out. We went inside his house and chilled on the couch, he turned on some Netflix and we watched Insatiable, because I recommended it. As one of the "specific scenescame I started tearing up. When Kyle noticed he immediately hugged me and stopped the series, I didn't even know that he could be so sweet and loving. He turned the show off and we had dinner. He made us pizza, as I told him I wasn't hungry (which was a lie) he told me still to eat, and also woth him ad then in no time, we had finished the pizza. We went up to his room and talked about school, it felt kind of awkward, but I let it happen. Kyle sat on one half of his bed and I on the other, he came closer and closer until I felt his breath on my neck. I turned around to him and he kissed me, never have I ever been kissed like that. We must have kissed for at least five minutes, but I really enjoyed it. He was an amazing kisser, I had to say that. Then the next incredible thing happened, Kyle slowly put on my shoulder. First, he just held me, then he turned me to him. We had stopped kissing at this point so I could at least try to regulate my breath. He was so sneaky, wow. How the fuck could I let him do this, I was so insecure, but I still let it happen. The everything happened to fast, fast forward we both were laying in bed. I think we laid like this for ten minutes. He kissed me again and gave me some back rubs. I was so fucking in love with him. Afterwards I almost immediately fell asleep on his chest, his heartbeat relaxed me so much. In the morning I woke up from a lovely kiss on the forehead, as I opened my eyes, I saw that he had prepared breakfast for us. He quickly jumped under the blanket, and we enjoyed a nice breakfast. Then we had to hurry to get to the bus, but as we arrived at the station, we had to split up, so Avery didn't notice anything.