TRIGGERWARNING (The Less Intense Version)

CHAPTER FIFTEEN MAYA

Tuesday
7:44 am
Me and Kyle have been seeing each other for a few days now. And I was still super happy, but the splitting up because of Avery started to piss me on. I asked Kyle per WhatsApp: "When does the hiding stop, I love you, but this makes me mad." I waited for him to replay, but all I got was "Meet me after school, girls dressing rooms" I waited the whole school day just to run to the dressing rooms after the last class. I waited there for ten minutes and then Kyle showed up, he kissed me and then we went inside. He put his phone across of us on the bench to sit down on. I thought this was weird but decided to ignore it. He said something that made my heart miss a beat, he said: "I'm sorry, but I can't break up with Avery, I still like her. I love you too, but I just can't break up with her." I was so sad, I thought he would finally realise that she was a bad person. Then he kissed me, and maybe or maybe not a bit more happened. Afterwards we put our clothes back on and went home. I was really sad, why would he stay with Avery? I hated this girl so much, but I could do nothing about it. I watched Insatiable when I got a message from my cousin, she sent me a link and captioned it with "WTF girl, I thought you weren't such a slut" I was shocked when I read it, why would I be a slut and why did my cousin send a link with it. As I clicked on the link it sent me to a website. A video popped up, it was me and Kyle". I didn't want to know where this was going, I clicked on the video and my jaw dropped to the ground. It was me and Kyle in the dressing room. I couldn't believe it; he had filmed us. I was deeply hurt by that, I really thought he loved me. I screen recorded the whole video for safety purposes, if it got deleted, I would have proof. Then I texted Kyle a paragraph full of slurs. He just responded with "lol, you really thought I liked you, your fat walrus" I started crying, did I deserve this? Now the whole school would see me making out with Kyle. Then I realised that Avery probably saw the video already, she would kill me in school. I had a panic attack; my already bad reputation was now completely destroyed. I wanted to tell my mom, but then she would know that I was sexually active, and that's something that no one wants their parents to know when they are 14. How could Kyle do this to me, he played his role so well that I actually thought he loved me. He literally kissed me in the morning without making a face. He should become and actor, but that wasn't my problem right now. I texted my cousin "OMG; He did that without my permission I'm not a slut!!" I didn't get a response from her, but my Instagram was exploding with DM'S. Everyone was laughing at me, why did all of this happen to me. Why did I deserve this, and why was Kyle so mean?