Transgendered: My Story

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Things seem to be just going to crap like no one has been rude or mean but I just feel like I'm breaking apart slowly and painfully.

It's like I wanna help people in life but how can I help others when I myself need help? Lots of it? I don't even know anymore.

Oh and because before I could get a normal period my mother made me go on birth control so now that I have been off it for a year now and because of it my period is messed up so now I only get them once every like couple months which you would think is awesome which it is.

Just wait until you get the period finally it hurts badly, constant cramps, hungry non stop, cranky as all living hell, and bleeding for over a week.

And the doctors can't do anything about but put me on more birth control. why would I take that stuff if this is what happened because of it?

Lesson learned: never take birth control or make your kid just because you think they will have sex just because they can.....

I'm going to Florida this summer and I wanna swim but girl parts make that difficult so any one have any suggestions? Because I really wanna get more sea shells this year and have fun swimming.

I have been unable to wear a binder since my dad found the first one so yea that's also a problem right now and I just wanna feel better but I can't if I'm not aloud to be who I need to be.

So yea that was a lot of ranting 277 words.........

Bai