Build Me Up

Chapter 42

DEANNA

"Sorry"

"Sorry"

Nagkatinginan naman kami ni Jema at natawa na lang sa pagkakasabay namin. Nandito ako ngayon sa condo ni Jema. After a few days of pagmumuni-muni, I decided na makipag-ayos na sakanya. Ayoko namang paabutin na aalis na siya saka ako makipag-ayos. Matagal din ang anim na buwan.

Hays.

"Sorry for snapping at you like that instead of listening." Ako na ang unang nagtuloy ng apology ko. I look at her and she is already looking back at me and listening intently. "I was just hurt talaga na you kept it from me kase kahit naman masaktan ako o hindi sa sasabihin mo, I will always try to understand you naman e."

"Because I love you." Mahinang pahabol ko pang sabi. Here I am, waiting for her response as she is already looking down while playing with her fingers na para bang deep in thought. 

"I'm sorry din, Deanna kase lagi kitang napapangunahan, lagi agad akong nagcoconclude ng magiging reaction mo in everything. Sobra lang din talaga ko natakot na masaktan ka kase baka isipin mo na I'm choosing to be with Fhen than be with you" She looked up na and is staring at me. She also held my hand while she speaks. 

Hindi naman ako ganun kababaw, Jema.

Its just my thoughts though, I don't want to speak it out loud kase baka talagang mapag-awayan lang namin. I'm here to make an apology and make it up to her not to be an insensitive kid na laging magrereact pag pakiramdam ko na I'm getting misunderstood.

I hugged her.