The maze runner: If I live (Newt x reader)

Chapter 24

Newt

"Alby, hi". I said to him, taking a deep breath, ready to continue. "Yes, Newt" he said back to me, not looking up from his notebook. "You know what happened with Y/n, right?" I asked him, full of curiosity. "I do Newt, yes" he said back to me, patiently. "And do you know who did it, what are you going to do about it?" I asked him again, quickly. He sighed loudly "Newt I don't know who it was' ' he said, while slowly getting up from the bed. "And what are you going to do?" I asked him. "You'll see in the meeting tonight" he said back to me, shutting the door in my face. "Ugh, ok" I said, uncertainly to no one in particular. I turned around slowly, deciding that I would go and see if Y/n was awake by now. I entered the medhut, the tapestry for a door not really allowing me to knock first. My head wrapped around the wall, peeking into the room for a glimpse of Y/n. I wasn't allowed to be here until I had finished all of my jobs. And hell, I had A LOT more jobs to do. My eyes scanned the room for a sign of either one of the medjacks but I luckily didn't see any of them. I looked over to the beds to see Y/n sitting on the edge of her bed, her legs swinging over the edge and her eyes deep in thought. 

Y/n

The same moment has been replaying over and over in my head for hours on end. It's the moment where I kissed Newt. I know, I know I've got to tell him, but I just can't. I don't want him to be disgusted by the fact that I kissed him. I don't want to lose my best friend because of a stupid kiss. Or at least to me it wasn't just a kiss. It was magical, wonderful and loving. Uugghh I knowwww I've gotta tell him, don't I?

Newt

"Y/n, Y/nnnn, Are you listening?" I waved at her, confused. "Yep, yep!" She said, suddenly shocked out of her trance. " I'm talking to you" I said to her, confused. "Yep sorry, thinking about another thing" she said to me, smiling apologetically. "C'mon Y/n talk to me, what were you thinking about?" I asked her, putting my hand on her shoulder. "Don't be angry, ok?" she said to me, clearly worried at what my reaction would be. "Promise" I said, linking her pinkie around mine. "Ok so I might have maybe kinda kissed you". She said to me. I just stared at her, confused. "What, how, when?" I asked her quickly. "When you were stung I thought you were going to die, everyone did. So before they could take you away, I kinda kissed you". I didn't move. Shuck! The most perfect girl in the whole world kissed me and I wasn't even conscious. "Quick question" I asked, quickly. "Yeah?" Y/n said back to me. "As I was unconscious.. You wanna recreate that?" I said to her, visibly nervous. She smirked at me. Those lovely lips that I've wanted to kiss for ages were finally about to be on mine. I licked my lips, nervously. I felt myself lean forward, slowly but surely. My lips crashed onto hers, the soft lips I envy every day, on mine. Shucking finally! I thought to myself. I wish with all my heart I could freeze that moment but no, her lips parted from mine in what felt like milliseconds and the second it stopped I wanted more. I picked her up and swirled her around, her gorgeous laugh filling my ears. If I could stay like this forever I wouldn't complain.