Part 2
She wakes up. I, startled, looked back at the bed. She's looking at me, confused. I wipe away the tears. Rush to the side of the bed, smile. Hold her hand. Assure her that she's fine. Breath, breath. It feels like you're having a panic attack. You don't really know why... You go to bed. Wake up. Get ready. Garden. Go to sleep. Wake up. Go to sleep. Wake up. Go to sleep...
Go to the maze. Go to the maze. Go to the maze. Go to the maze. Climb the wall. Jump. Jump. Jump. Jump. The wind whistling past my ears. The familiar feeling of falling. I've done this before, haven't I? The unfamiliar sound of hitting the ground. A thud that shakes through your whole body. Am I dead? I hope so. Why? I don't know. My mind is a spiral. I start laughing. An evil laugh that shakes my body. My body is rocking from side to side with laughter. This isn't normal. The laughter feels unnatural. It's not funny. I say this to no one. Because no one is listening. No one cares. No one cares. If you think about it, everyone is absorbed in their own problems. No one cares about yours, or your life for that matter. So why should I be the only one who cares?
The first part of this chapter is inspired by the fact that after 8 months of waiting... My crush is now my boyfriend! And no, no he's the perfect boyfriend. So this part is defenitly not about that.
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The maze runner: If I live (Newt x reader)
RomanceA story of how 2 people from different sides come together for love (I wrote this 2 years ago and I'm trying to revise it because the spelling's shit, bear with me pls).
