The maze runner: If I live (Newt x reader)

Chapter 25

Hi everyone. I'm so sorry that I didn't post in so long. I somehow got blocked of wattpan for a bit but now everythings fine. Thank you so much for 400 reads.

Newt
I brang Y/n with me to the meeting about her today. I maybe shouldn't have, but she wanted to and I wanted to be with her. Everyone was there, gathered in a circle. "Y/n!" I heard from somewhere, and I suddenly saw Teresa running over to Y/n, engulfing her in a hug. "Oh my shucking god" she yelled, passing her hands all around Y/n's face. "I know it was you, it better not have been you, Newt!" She then shouted to me, her hands forming into fists. "What, Teresa no!" I heard Y/n saw from my side, as a pain formed on my forehead and I stumbled back, wow, Teresa can really punch. I thought, as I put my hand on my face, caressing my red cheek. "Newt, Teresa!" I heard Y/n yell, as she ran to my side and linked her arm in mine, helping me to stand up. "It wasn't him!" She then yelled at her. "How do you know, baby?" She said to Y/n, angrily but simpaticly. Y/n turned her eyes slowly towards me, turning her head to the side. "Y/n I promise you, that's not true, I didn't do it, I would never do anything that hurt you". I said to Y/n, with pleading eyes. "He's right," Y/n said. "Newt wouldn't do it. And besides, I know who did it. After all, I was the person this happened to, right?" My eyes furrowed and I turned to Y/n. "Who was it, Y/n please tell us" I said to her, my knees slowly bending down and my hands going into a prayer position. I saw Y/n look away and I turned her head towards me, seeing in horror that she was crying. "Loveeee" I said to her as I pulled her head onto my chest and wrapped my arms around her. She put her delicate hands on my back and I heard her muffled sobs. "Love, please don't be scared, no one's going to hurt you again, I'll make sure of that ".
Y/n
I gradually started sobbing into Newt's chest, my hands shaking on his back. He told me that no one would ever hurt me again, and I truly wanted to believe him. But I couldn't. I felt so unsafe and insecure. I wanted to tell all of them who did it so badly, but I was afraid of what could happen to me if I did. It was common cowardness, but I didn't care. I didn't know what emotion to feel. Sadness or anger?, I asked myself. I decide on none, as that would make me feel nothing instead of pain, and I would rather nothing. A ripple of pain erupted in my chest, and I felt like withering into a little ball on my bed and never uncurling again. I think Newt was the one who stopped me doing that. Every morning when I got up, his smile was what I was looking forward to. His laugh and the way his face crinkled when he did, was a literal angel face. I know I dismiss the feeling everytime I feel it but, I'm totally and utterly in love with Newt. And I have absolutely no idea if he feels the same way. Shuck.
Newt 
Y/n gradually stopped crying and she lifted her head off of me to look up into my eyes. Her eyes were red and sprinkled with tears and yet, I could still see stars in them. I lifted my hand and wiped away a tear that was rolling down her rosy cheek and I smiled at her. I love her so shucking much. Like, I could scream it out right now. In the middle of the glade, covered with rain with Y/n holding my waist. Y/N, I LOVE YOU SO SHUCKING MUCH! Goooood, she's perfect.