Chapter 33 • Time

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Includes strong language and blood.

• 2 Months Later •

-Y/N's POV-
2 months have passed without contact from Sapnap. Neither of us streamed, posted on social media or anything except a tweet we both made, stating we both would be taking a break from everything for a little bit.

I ended up going back to California after the first week of living with Dream and George. I knew they wanted their space and I wanted mine too.

I also missed my old house and all the memories that came with it.

Catherine was still on the SMP for now. I didn't want to have Dream kick her out just because she had feelings for Sapnap, I wasn't gonna be a bitch like that. After all, you can't choose who you love. Besides, I just wanted to end the whole situation and move on.

I was back home in the empty house where I felt like I belonged.

My insomnia had skyrocketed to a new level. I spent most of my days not sleeping at all. I was tired, my eye bags were thicker and my skin looked so much paler.

I wasn't eating that much either. I spent most of the time crying about Sapnap or about my parents.

That's what happened in the first month.

Now that I'm in the second month, I've been doing a lot better. I've been doing face masks, reading more books and have been on my phone less. Along with leaving my house and eating actual food besides Doritos.

On the days that I did sleep though, it usually took up the whole day. Every time I slept, I dreamt of Sapnap which really didn't help a lot.

I missed him and looking back on what happened, I regretted a lot of what I said. So therefore, I decided to do something about it.

• A New Day •

I woke up as the sun was setting. I climbed out of bed and opened my sheer curtains to reveal the pink and violet painting in the sky tonight. I took a deep breath as I gathered my thoughts.

After that, I took a quick shower, dried my hair, put on some makeup and got dressed.

You wore this:

Once I was done getting ready, I grabbed my suitcase out of my closet and began packing

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Once I was done getting ready, I grabbed my suitcase out of my closet and began packing.

These 2 months have made me realize that no matter how mad Sapnap made me, he's still the boy who owns my heart, and nothing will ever change that. So, it was pointless to fight with myself to put us both through that pain.

In the past, I would've never gotten back together with someone who cheated on me. I never liked being called "babe" and I never liked being disgustingly cute with someone's son. But with Sapnap, all of those things faded away. That's how I knew I would always love him.

I zipped up the suitcase then set it down. I took a deep breath, looking around one last time then I made my way to the car straight for the airport.

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