☯︎ 𝗻𝗶𝗻𝗷𝗮𝗴𝗼 𝙟𝙖𝙮𝙖 𝘰𝘯𝘦-𝘴𝘩𝘰𝘵 ☯︎

𝘴𝘢𝘧𝘦 𝘱𝘭𝘢𝘤𝘦

right after skybound

His short auburn hair sways at the slightly and refreshing wind. he was under the shade of a tree.. thinking

he was alone, no noise, no voice, just relaxation

sometimes he too had his need to detach himself from the world, only he should do it much more often

this is what he thought when he was leaning over the grass of the field that surrounded the entire temple suspended in the sky, above the desert

it was soothing, but at the same time it was a disturbing silence

and it was strange, a bunch of teenagers almost in adulthood would do anything but silence

but probably the reason was the tiredness of after a battle, even if they did not remember anything of what had happened just a week ago

but he felt good.. or "good"

especially now that he had the love of his life, again, next to him

of course, it was not one of the best ways, but at least she was back by his side

and everything was fine, but not really so fine

they were always for each other, certainly, but there was still some of that discomfort passed

one of the reasons why Jay always look up at the sky, it was the only way for him to escape from his problems, the only thing he could do not to explode in a big problem of feelings, between crying and anger, it would have taken a moment, but he knew how to control himself .. at least until he exceeds his limit

the shadow of the leaves covered his face with light beams of rays.. and their sound made him close his eyes, he immersed himself in that sound, and slowly he heard how little birds chirped cheerfully over that tree

'control my element, it will not be less easy to control feelings'

his fixed thought.. but he also knows that it was not so at all

suddenly his eyes released warm and silent tears

he notice the tears, but noticing that he was alone, he continued

every thought devastated him, especially the memories after...

he lived many things in his childhood, but, death in front of his eyes, was not one that he ever lived or that he ever wanted to live

especially if it was the person he considered the only one in his life

in his hands, a small cherry blossom, the small branch held with the index finger and the thumb, making it rotate left and right repeatedly

his eyes constantly closed, tears that replaced the other dry tears on his freckled and reddish cheeks

but they were not tears of pain, just a small way to let off steam that he used when he was alone, or sure that no one could see him

it was not in his character to show his true emotions, except effortlessly

although a few days after the sky pirates, he had learned to show himself more often to his team, and more specifically to his girlfriend

he had missed this way of calling nya, which somehow considered her only his. but he would never repeat his mistake as a fifteen-year-old a second time. he had matured thanks to all the past experience, and had learned to listen to her, but on the other hand, everyone makes mistakes, especially if it was his first relationship

their first relationship

teenagers don't have a real meaning of the word love, but to be honest, I don't think this statement can be 100% true