This is so me!
And I get misunderstood most of the time. So whenever I have someone with me going to malls and ordering the food for me or even just standing near me when I pay something means the world to me. However, living and working in the city changed a lot of things in me. I still have social anxiety though but I am trying my very best to stay brave and prove to myself I can still do these things amidst the disorder.
I still feel them even if I already experienced the world outside. Just imagine me experiencing them before I had a job in the city. I learned a lot of things when I started working in the city four years ago. Two of them are learning how to ride the bus alone and sit with strangers and wave my hand for jeepneys so I could go to the places I wanted to go. Imagine my struggle!
Even now when I go to malls or order food, I still have difficulty doing them. Ahahaha! Sometimes, I don't look at the people around me and think I am just alone to overcome it.
Yuchae Moon
August 9, 2018
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Unheard Voice and Unexpressed Feelings [2018-2020]
RandomThis book consists of my nonsense ramblings, thoughts, experiences, observations, and vents. You'll get to know me through these short writings. So, before you make your judgment, try to read me first! :D Thank you! I decided to write what's on my...