Adoption-SBI

Chapter 34? (Ive lost track)

TW: Cussing, negative thoughts, self hate.

Tommy POV:

God damn it.

How could I be so stupid.

Now Tubbo knows.

We get downstairs and Tubbo asks the others if they want to watch a movie with us, but I'm just lost in thought.

I left my razor under the fucking carpet! How dumb could I possibly be.

Tubbo probably hates me now!

The first day I've seen him in YEARS and he finds out one of my biggest secrets.

Friends can be tough.

"Tommy what movie do you wanna watch?" Tubbo asks me.

"Um, anything works!" I say, before zoning out again.

What if I just ignore this for now?

What if I have fun with Tubs tonight, and figure this out a different time.

Okay, I'll just enjoy tonight.

Tuning back into the conversation, it's sounds like we're watching something called, "Frozen" I guess? Who would watch a movie about being cold?

————time skip————-

"NO!! WHY WOULD ELSA LEAVE!!!!!" Wilbur is somehow crying over a happy movie. "ANNA GO AFTER HER!!!! GO SAVE YOUR SISTER!!!" He says with... tears in his eyes?

I'm seriously trying my hardest not to laugh at how emotional Wills getting right now.

I look over at Tubbo who's sitting next to me on the couch and he's already looking at me.

I can tell he's also trying to hold in his laughter and now that we're making eye contact, it's even harder not to laugh.

Eventually I can't take it anymore and start hysterically laughing out loud.

Seconds after I start laughing Tubbo does too.

As I'm laughing, I look over at Will to see he has a very confused look on his face which makes me laugh even harder.

I'm laughing so much that I'm literally crying. Tubbo and I can not start laughing.

Whenever we get close to finishing laughing, we look up to see 3 confused faces looking at us which sends us into another laughing fit.

After finally calming down enough to talk, the others just stare at us for way too long before awkwardly turning their attention back to the TV, as if nothing even happened.

Techno looks at us and chuckles a bit at how insane we probably seemed.

———————time skip——————-

That frozen movie was actually pretty good. As the end credits begin to roll on the TV, I look around only to find....everyone else asleep.

I sigh before lying down on the floor, so that there's enough room for all of us.

Today was actually pretty good. Other than Tubbo finding out about...... but I'm going to forget about that for now.

Other than that, I actually had a LOT of fun today. Hanging out with Tubs again was so much fun.

I wonder how long he can stay tomorrow?

What should we do tomorrow?

.....

WAIT OMG I JUST REALIZED I HAVE A GAMING SET IN MY ROOM!!! TUBBO COULD PROBABLY TEACB ME SOMETHING ON IT!!

I keep forgetting that I'm actually allowed to use it, as it seems too good to be true.

So I haven't really thought about using it yet, but tomorrow would be the perfect time!

As soon as I fall asleep, tomorrow can come.

So I try my hardest to fall asleep, and after about an hour, I finally drift of to a peaceful sleep.

A/N

Rate ur day so far from 1-10?

SORRY FOR HOW BAD THIS IS LOL!

Filler chapter, so it's real sucky and short.

Go. Eat. Food.

Go. Drink. Water.

Go. To. Sleep.

YOU'RE AMAZING BTW!!! 

YOU'RE PERFECT THE WAY YOU ARE!!!!! <3

I LOVE YOU! You are wanted!!! (: