꧁𝚂𝚋𝚒 𝚏𝚊𝚖𝚒𝚕𝚢 𝚘𝚗𝚎𝚜𝚑𝚘𝚝𝚜꧂

🥀Why?🥀 pt.3

TW! Medicine, hospitals, relapse, SA, SH, and lastly OD.
(Welp all it took was one comment rp make me continue this series thing... lolz I need to update my email- so I can't you put you are one of the only people who commented so y'know who you are)

Techno and Wilbur left once they saw Tommy was sleeping.

"Hey Tech..."

"Yeah?"

"Is it our fault? We knew- we knew about the bullying. We didn't do anything. We just let it happen- I tried talking to him. He didn't want to. Is that my fault? I'm his big brother I'm supposed to be there for him. He's supposed to trust me and I haven't done anything to earn that trust." Wilbur had tears falling down his face.

"Wilbur. Can I let you in on a little secret?" Techno had gotten on one knee in front of him. Wilbur nodded slowly starting to feel small. "I feel that way too," Techno said trying to get across that Wilbur wasn't alone. "You and Tommy I don't know what to say to you guys most of the time. I wanna help I wanna say what I'm thinking but I feel like it isn't good enough. You though are an amazing big brother. You're good at talking to people. You're good at making them happy. I'm speaking from experience." he didn't know why but he was less embarrassed to say things like this to Wilbur rather than Tommy. maybe it had something to do with the fact that they were twins.

"Thanks, Tech."

-

Tommy woke up drenched in sweat. He had a dream about well everything. He felt horrible as everything that happened hit at once. He went to his brother's room and was thinking about telling them about some of the dream. He walked in seeing both his brothers asleep together.

'Ouch. They left you to be with each other... and you're surprised?'

He frowned. He went to his phone. No notifications.

'Who did you expect a message from?' The voice tormented him.

He went to the kitchen then to Phil's room. He wasn't there.

'He's not here no one will notice if you did it...'

He went back to his room trying to distract his mind. It didn't work.

'I know you want to.'

'The bottle is right under the sink.'

'They wouldn't miss you. They just pity you. So they say what you want to hear.'

He looked at the door then the phone.

'Don't bother them. In fact, there's a way to ensure that you'll never bother them again. Just get the bottle.'

Tommy quickly got under his bed covers trying to get to his safe state of mind. He covered his ears, begging for the voices to stop.

'Go ahead try and hide.'

'Worthless.'

'Messed up'

'useless'

'Ugly'

'Fat'

'Crybaby'

'Everyone fucking hates you'

Tommy cried softly. "Stop please- stop please, please, please. I don't wanna. I can't- please. shh shh go away. away. Go away. Go away. Go away. Go away. Go away. Please go away." Tommy whispered.

'The only person that wants you to stay is you. Pretty pathetic~ Everyone else is better of without you. I mean Tubbo has Ranboo. Ranboo has Tubbo. Technoblade has Wilbur. Wilbur has Technoblade. Philza has Kristin. He also has two other sons who are clearly better then you. Foolish,Puffy,and Dream have people who care and love them. Unlike you.'